Hi everyone, my username is not my real name. But i couldn't figure out an original idea for a name xD
I'm 18 years old and i'm in my last year of school. A little more than three weeks ago, i decided to start gaming the hottest chick in my class HB9. I already knew a bit about game but i had not read into it for a while. Then i found Adam Lyons video from the 21 convention about the PEN model personality test and i tried to analyze her as well as i could. I figured that she was very (pshychotistic??) whatever, she likes badboys. So i tried to say really controversial things around her and tried to be as big a laid back, not caring, asshole as i could be.. And thankfully it seemed to work.
So about a week ago, we had a school party. I was chatting up different chicks all night and i tried to ignore her to see how she would react. After about an hour, she and her friend (all classmates) and one of the more beta (is that what you guys call the opposite of an alpha?) guys in my class came over and grabbed me and told me to come with them to a bar. So i did, and i almost started a few fights on the way with random guys who were hitting on the girls from my class, because i was trying to be a badass (sorry mum
). But the point is that the hot chick was really loving it and even insulted some of them and went over to me and told me what she had said o them (all proudly)
So we got to the bar and when i got a minute alone with her, i took my chance and tried to kiss her. She was really into it, so she started grinding on me while we were kissing, and i was sexually escalating, grabbing her ass, slipping my hand under her clothes and pulling her hair for about 1,5 hour. Then i stopped it but i couldn't take her home because in the end she had to go home, because the other girl from my class was to'o drunk to go home alone, and the other guy had already left..
3 days later (monday)
I asked her to talk to me on the hallway, and i told her that i liked her and that i wanted to see her. I't probably came out a bit desperate i guess, because she told me maybe and that she had come out of a bad relationship with a guy from her old class and she wasn't ready for a new one.. (it's been 3 years since then)
Then when she came home, she sent me a text message telling me that she didn't feel the same way about me and she was sorry.
And now she looks sad all the time, and she has seen me around with other girls. I met her in a bar yesterday where she hugged me really intimately.
But i was so sure she was attracted to me.. Do you guys think that she just lost the attraction, like that? Is that possible? Should i just drop it?
Anyway, that's my story.. I'll try and keep you updated on how it goes but i'm guessing it's not gonna happen between us.
