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| Author: | MXDevil11 [ Tue Mar 26, 2013 9:53 am ] |
| Post subject: | I'm Retired....... |
Hello everyone my name is Tim or MXDevil11 as I'm known on my twitter and a few other websites. I thought I'd introduce myself as I'm not new to the PUA community but I am new to this forum. I'm 24 I'm still in college and I go to Arizona State University studying criminal justice and criminology. I pay my own way to get through school and its why im soo much older and still in school. I race motocross on the weekends and when I'm not doing that I like playing golf and listening to music or going to a concerts and in the summer I go jet skiing alot. I still don't think I'm the best looking guy but girl friends tell me I am. I've always beena fat kid and latly I've been going to the gym all the time and am trying to get really muscular since thats what most girls want anyway. Now I'm kinda getting around to my point here.... Girls tell me all the time that I'm nice and have this amazing fun personality that girls are missing out on and they are stupid for passing over me. Frankly...Its given me alot of confidence and I know that deep down I am the shit not to sound cocky though. I am highly intelligent witha 4.0 Gpa too and I dont understand it. And ever since yesturday I've decided to retire from chasing after girls...I know there will be many posts after this of guys wanting to man card and joking of how I'm just turning gay but thats far from it. I still find women attractive but after sooo much rejection I'm just done and find that it's easier to retire and save my money and spend it on me and not some girl who is gonna lie to me and want me for a constant pay check. And its not just a type of woman its all of them. Now part of my problem is I never really get out and meet women. I work at night from 6pm-4am and I work 6 nights a week so I never have time to date. All the women I have ever met or dated I've met online. I've hit on women in person and I just end up in the friend zone. I've messaged somewhere between 1,000-1,500 women in my time on sites such as fling, adult friend finder, and match to name a few. I can't help but past a female at school and just think that I'd never have a chance. I do have one girl thats interested in me cause I took her on one date and was able to fuck her on the first date but I didnt think she was that attractive and I knew it would be easy and now she blows me up all the time looking for the D I know she'd love to be my gf but I dont find her attractive and I dont want another relationship with someone I don't find all that attractive. I have read "The Game" by Style and i loved it soo much I go hooked by the stories I was hearing coming out of this community and I did start the 30 day challenge in his book "Rules of the Game" but thats about as far as I've gotten cause my confidence and my interest in women is just no longer there. I had a stripper hit on me the other night and I completely told her off. I work as a delivery driver for a restauraunt and strippers and the clubs they work at call us all the time for food and I've gone in there and been offerred lap dances for free food and free tips. Each time I get offerred I turn it down cause I just want the money to put to better use. But last night was different as I answered the phone a stripper totally hit on me over the phone by telling me I had a cute voice and she specially requested I make the delivery. I knew she was just flirting for a free meal but I played along. As I walked over to the bar to wait for her she walked up and was absolutly smoking hot with a cute face a big fake tits. She asked if I got it or had to pay. I looked her straight in the face and said "It depends...." to which she smiled giggled and asked the bartender for some money. She handed me the money and asked me that when I got off I come back and give her money. As she started to walk away I looked at her and said I would but I dont pay for my fun with women. She shrugged her shoulders laughed and walked away and I walked out with a nice $6 tip in hand. I may have had a shot with this hottie but as my hands were still shaking from being hit on by her I have smiply brushed it off. I did not however shake or show any sign of being nervous in front of her. I have thought of going back in there to see her dance but I'm not gonna pay her an extreme amount of money that I dont have just to go home with blue balls like most men that go in there. And I'd most likely tell her that to her face with a smile on mine. Latly I've been becoming more of a dick and a lot more of an asshole. I don't believe anymore in demonstrating value to women as is taught in this community. I believe women should show their value to us men. I don't wanna ever feel like I have to prove anything to a woman ever again or that I have to impress her with who I am and that I'm an alpha male cause I know I am and I dont need to prove it. I walk with my head high and life has soo far in the past few days been pretty good wth this new style of thinking cause I'm more free to do what I want and I can dress how I want and no give a fuck what a woman thinks. I was bullied from K-12th grade and now in I hit a stride withe women in college and have tons of friends but now I'm retiring because I can't game in public cause I'm too shy and will probably never over come it. And with that I'm retiring from chasing after girls. Now I know this has been long and I kind of just wanted to rant and see what this community has to say on this. I also know that it's kind of all over the place but I'm open to clearifing anything to anyone. Hope you all have a lovely day. |
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