Hi guys!
This forum i probably what I´ve been looking for the last months or so!
To begin with I´m borned and raised in Sweden, so in advance I excuss for my poor English, but i hope I´ll make myself understandeable!
I´m 22 years old (23 in marsh), i was born in one of Swedens biggest cities (which is not that big
). For now I live in a smaller city where I´m studing to become a constration engineer (building houses etc.). A lot of math and othere shit, but its okey!Allmost all my free time I´m spending on triming my body to perfection, I´m not a bodybuilder. In the summer my biggest goal is to do atleast one Ironmans.
That means i swim 4km, bike 180km and run a marathon, at a good day I´m out on the corse (in competition) for about 11-12 hours.
If i can say it myself i look okey, I´m 174cm long and has a weitght about 66kg - 76kg (depending on season).
My mother made a good job and learned me how to talk to girls, which i have no problem at all at this time.
But my father never told me how to do the game or how to win the games. My mother confirmed this at my last talk at home. I didn´t told them about the game, but they probably understood. My mother told something like "you where allmost a virgin when i meet you" to my father when he tried to impress to me...
It was a few weeks ago (before christmas, so okey maybe a few month), when we where out drinking, me and a few friends from school.
I told them about this girl, she wasn´t my facebook friend so she didn´t knew a shit about my training or plans etc. (I write all my training shit in a blogg, not connected to facebook, on which i have had allmost 20 000 readers). She had seen none of it but was realy intrested, i wasn´t that intrested and showed her.
She was trying harder and harder, i couldn´t understand a shit about what she did.
Then one of my friend told me about The game, at that point all seemsed logic.
As i said before, me and girls have allways been OKEY!, i lost my virginity when i was 15 YO. Since then i have had probably 20-30 girls, most of them hasn´t been that good looking but still okey!
When i was about 17 years old i meet a real bitch, she was realy insecure so i forgive her, but still she made me as I´m.
Everything went to hell i was really depresed for like 4 years (until now), i didn´t want to make myself look good to girls.
Still i had a few (good) girls, which didn´t care about my look, they saw that i was closed on the inside and really cared. why i didn´t go all the way? i don´t know....
Since I´ve starting to read the PUA books, look at the videos (still got a lot to see), my contact white girl has incressed dramaticly!
At the first night out with friends i got all in at the local club and ended up with 5 new facebook friends on my phone the next morning.
It was a real good night but still i hadn´t anyone to talt to about tactic and so on, I have a few friends which follow me when i get out, but they want me to open the sets, which i don´t do. Atleast not for them, if they want a girl they will have to work a little them self.
Last night was a fucking mess, i was drunk as hell (I´m still at noob). I was talking to this good looking girl which I allmost got on my hook, when some real fucking deutchbags came and starting fucking with me.
I listened and god mad as hell, it all ended up with the girl walking away and the securite personal telling my that i probably would go home, i was to drunk.
This is the thanks you get from the society for standing up and not taking shit, okey next time I will probably just walk away. But still, fucking weak society!
I lost everything last night, this morning i also deleted my facebook, no more facebooking for me!
Writting in english take a lot of energy for me, so i will end my text here and now.
There will probably be a part.2 when I´ve got some more energy
!Thanks guys!