Hi , i'm 18 years old , living in london. i got into the game by accidentally by clicking a ad ! Since then i have been reading blogs , watching videos and reading books !
Why did i want to join the game though?:
1. I was always nervous talking to girls and absolutely hated seeing a "badboy" who didnt even give two @£$%'s about the girl ALWAYS without fail get the girl!
2.After accidentally stumbling on pua , i wanted to convince myself it was all a lie...that nice guys finish...that i was a beta male...that i'll be forever alone if i dont attempt to fix this issue. The fact that all my female friends and even my own mother said it was better for me to be a a nice guy...
.3. Need to be careful about referencing TV programs and songs since i dont know if it will get me banned, this website is way to precious to me...but there's this korea drama i absolutely love. The main was just...so cool! He was strong , kind and ALL the females wanted him... i actually cried whilst watching it, these powers he has... i want it... The ability to make a woman desire you... i want it.
3. This is a continuation from number 2 but there was this girl, so damn perfect . She was nice, friendly , had green eyes and was very caring. I cared for her and looked after her and was nice to her. Meanwhile , a "badboy" treated her like crap , made her buy HIM food and frequently embarrassed her socially (in college). I was so damn sure i had her until i find out after Valentine that they were going out... in a desperate attempt i tell her how i feel but it couldnt happen. She said she only saw me as a BROTHER!!!! It was a whole new level i couldnt take psychologically. Then i went through a whole period of self pity until last month, this opened my eyes to GET OUT of bed and GO OUT and improve!
Now im here , i'll post my progresses (already have some i will post later). I'm here to sharpen my claws (hypothetically
) and i seem to be in a reckless mode. I just can't stand this feeling of a beta anymore , i want to be ALPHA). Just incase anyone wants to know my stats, im 5'11 and weigh about 170 pounds.If there is anything i should add , or anything you want to know please let me know!
. Thank you for accepting me into this community , thank you for reading this post and have a good day!