Hi guys,
I'm Rollschue, a little nervous posting here as I haven't used message boards much in the past, but after having seen the brotherhood that is displayed on this forum and reading the rules I thought I would give it a go! I discovered the game through the delusiondamage website which I just happened to stumble on one day. The guy who created that site really got me to thinking about my life and where it was going! I then read "Bang" by RooshV (mentioned on the site somewhere) which I found interesting but I wasn't really into the step-by-step format of the book. SPAM I'm about 3/4 of the way through Strauss' "Game" and I am enjoying the story as much as I am the Advice. I really like the mentality of improving one's self through game and am aspiring to the inner-game mentality.
I am 26 years old, I was a virgin until age 21 when I had meaningless sex with a girl I met on the internet and didn't particularly enjoy it :s Then at 23 I met my only girlfriend who I was with for 3 years. When we broke up (mutual) I couldn't understand what had gone wrong, but after learning a little about game mentality I came to understand how my behavior had contributed to her losing her attraction for me (Never thought that would happen!). I have always been into psychology and the reasoning behind human behavior, and I have to admit I was at first amazed by the insight and wisdom displayed by people practicing game! It is this that has driven me to learn about the game more than just to meet girls if I'm honest. SPAM I work for a musical instrument retail website and play guitar in a rock covers band. I don't really know what my objective is at this point, I guess it is to become a better and more attractive person more than anything else. I had a very hard time understanding women when I was younger and it took me a long time to overcome my resentment towards them for how they are. But funnily enough after being in a long term relationship that ended badly I realized that girls are simply different to men, through no fault of their own. Once I had read the delusiondamage posts about evolutionary history I came to accept what had happened in the past and decided that I wanted to learn more. Based on what I thought was attractive to girls in the past I always tried to tone down the more alpha aspects of my personality (I am quite loud, people always tell me I have an "evil/infectious" laugh and I enjoy displaying wit and making people laugh) but knowing what I do now I have decided to embrace the person that I am and work to my strengths. I won't say too much more now for fear of making a ridiculously long and detailed post, but I am looking forward to making some good friends here and hopefully learning a hell of a lot about the female psyche! (A regular supply of sex would also be nice!!)
I hope you will embrace me into your community as I have embraced your community's thinking into my life
Cheers guys!
Rollschue