Hello everyone Thanks for spending time on my life.
This is not fun for me, but might be to you - please reply with sense, since it seriously to me ..
im 22, the sun is shinin. but im inside strugling with my thoughts, im in a black hole, both economical and educational - i dont know what i want to do in my future. One things for sure, i want Pussy , Power and PUA - every other boy in this city hates me and my best friend/wingman and talkes crap about us, course you know small city with alot of AFC's figthing to be the smartest idiot ive only meet a few boys that naturally just get laid including my self , in this city all the girls are ekstreemly sweet and beautiful, but also rejecting everything but the stupid ones ;Its only them that choose you and not the other way around .. except for me and a few others its a small city with 50.000 people , and ive went down with too many and all the others girls know!
I know succes i the sweetest revenge, and i think another mindset might help my out , am i in the right place ?
HELP PLEASE , Seek advise on story bellow , thanks btw way - its kinda funny .. but not for me :'D
Im tired of being a good looking guy that gets rejected course, i say some pretty lame/stupid stuff, that worked before my 3 year relationship with my father's girlfriends daughter
Believe me, I dont know how the fuck i ended there? All know is that i wanted to fuck her like i wanted to play with all the other girls ive been with
- The first time we went down , i got in - I came the second i got all the way in, and it was so embarresing i just fell asleep right away, The morging after *BANG* so embarresed I fell in love and have been through every feeling you can get of a relationship, all ups and downs - at the end i hated she pussed my away and hated she allways asked for space - couse i just couldnt let her out of my sight , i loved being with her - i broke up december last yeah and got madly jealous
(course she tricked my feelings while i played a beautiful virgin at the age of 20
- so the past 6 months I just fucked everything in my live op , the virgin , my job, my friends, my family - And I mean i have done some stupid stuff real stupid stuff .. all because of this exgirl's playing my feelings ... and she have done this since the dawn of time - she can really just get me to do anything , usually i was a real jerk to the girls , but she made me a so sweet and at the end faithfull i hated it , i couldnt stop licking her pussy and still cant, im just waiting for her to come back....
Now i cant talk to a girl without feeling i want her to be my ex .. OMG this is killing me ..
- my mind cant overule my feelings .. she a true natural! i think, course no matter how on top of the game i am, she just shot's me down like i was nothing .. i cant control my emotions couse im so much in love with this girl , damn she's far more evil than me!
In the game push pull game of the relationship, she allways get her way , she wins everything there is to win - my selfasteam is rock bottom .. my sexappeal damn its gone!
inclusive, shes so innocent and no matter what its never her fault, ever!
Everyone see her as a princess - but really shes a mean bitch, only in her thoughts tough .. - secrets and lies + getting information and the thruth out of people is her specialty...
(her mom and dad aint my mom and dad!)(all our parents hate me now and loves her ..)
I cant come visit my dad couse she so fucking innocent, and they alle think i want to beat her up .. i mean what the fuck i dont beat girls ? i fuck em - but just cant fuck her , and dont want to loose my face infront of everyone and still i have to see her the rest of my life, course her mon and my dad are as much ind love as i and her i think
How do i get her to get the fuck down from that piedistal and then get on top of game for good?! i trust her so much, but my guts tell me so much different! she loves to travel and party , its best if its a partytravel , if you'll get what i mean - still she have convinced my mind to believe her when shes telling she only been with me and that she would loose value if she was with other
while we were together .... she tricked my jelousi with a random boy she said she kissed 5 minutes at a party in another city and that she would visit another boy in another city for the weekend - i made sure that didnt happen .. and it was fine with her ..The virgin found out through my exgirls friends(she told them, they told her
even though it was my ex idea that we shouldnt tell anyone we still had sex - it was no problem for her to be with me while i was with the virgin . damn i got assraped! .. but it was my mouth that did all the talking , she like plantet a seed) I were still playing with my ex she got mad and dissapointed and said that i were a shit with a smile on her face after i said i was sorry - stupid! - but now she nice and funny again - playing hard to get again when were texting on the cellphone but allways claiming nothings going to happen and that if i get to see her again(she said in a few months then i said half a year) and whe said okay to make a date the 5. oktober) she also mentioned 3 times that I always know exactly what to write then shes testing me 
- i got a feeling that she likes me but she protecting her self course she said she couldnt trust me .. and believe me this girl is the girl ive been dreaming about since i was 13 ive kissed her once at a birthday party 2 years ago , in tghe middle of my relationship to my eks and my eks hates her course my ex best friend saw it - Anyone who might have some questions or tips that might help me ?
- How do i get started the best way possible ?
- Is there specifik material i should read or watch ?
- What is 60yoc ?
- What is the "naturals" characteristics ?
- Stealth Attraction Technique ? 69,99$ - is it a scam ?
Personal question: Does any work suit the pua , better than the other ?
