Hi,
my nickname is Dante. It's because of my passion for Alighieri's "Divine Comedy". And it sounds damn cool, doesn't it?
I am from Poland. I live in Warsaw, study management (I left 2 years of my previous studies - International Relations plus Internal Security, because they were just killing me with boredom and this strange feeling of losing fuckin' time).
However, I am not a total newbie in The Game. I tried my chances before, few years ago and I got some shitty successes - some successful openeres, having small talk, some phone numbers exchanged. I even got into direct style. Now I think I was pretty shitty at the direct, but still I did some nice job.
Polish PUA community is really strange. There are about 5% of true masters, guys who know that 2+2 is 4. There are another 5% of guys, who will be in that previous 5%. And there are 90% of people, who would try to seduce their friends\sisters\mothers, if it could get them laid. That's why I chose to register on this site.
I decided to get back here, because I am..dying, in fact. I was in a LTR for almost 2 years. The girl was...terrible. I have never been so underestimated by anyone, never got so little for so much I have been giving her everyday. I truly loved her and I did everything I could. The point is she couldn't do the same. Duh, not even "the same" - she didn't want to do at least 1% of what I did. It was a really toxic relation for me. I have been giving everything and receiving a shit in return.
Well, we split up. I cheated on her. I am an sex addict and I met a girl on forum for this kind of people - she wasn't meant to be my lover, but one day, she suddenly kissed me.
It was so fuckin passionate that I couldn't resist - after almost 2 years of being with a Queen of Winter, The Girl Who Won't Show You Some Fuckin Emotions. So, in fact I cheated on my girlfriend. Despite the fact that she was this worse part of relation ship, it appeared that I am the reason of the relationship's collapse.
The point is that it happened 7 months ago and I still can't get my pieces together. Before I sleep, I dream about her. After I wake up, I hug an air, thinking that she is with me.
I don't want this anymore. She got some fuckass with whom she is now. Therefore, I really don't want to be like a pathetic piece of shit, who can't get himself together.
I used to be a true lover, a guy who loves women. I could find a charm in every woman around me. Now, I am so blocked, that every woman I see I treat like a threat; I immediately blame her of being a bitch that is hunting for my mistake.
I really don't want to be this kind of man. I want to seduce like I used to. I want to have back my passion for women.
And I want to be this kind of man, who would overcome his weaknesses and then he could teach other guys how to do it.
So..wish me luck, guys.
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