I've wrestled with an illness ever since I've been in my teens. I don't want to be vague or intrusive either. The illness is physical in nature, it's similar to arthritis. And finally, it's worsened and I've had to accept and no longer be in denial that I'm disabled. I can still drive, function, you'd never guess, but it's a personal struggle. I live in Cali and the good weather helps.

This gets in the way of making money. How can I show a girl I'm successful or have a ambition if I'm on financial assistance.

I don't want it this, but I have to be mature and accept it guys. I really need to hear from someone that can understand and if you have a way to make my life easier by offering help, I'm all ears.

do you work?

Yo, Sean, who has worked with David Deangelo is disabled and very inspirational. You should listen to him and seek out some more of his material. Here's a clip from a while ago:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1GWrIazFPo

I think your bigger problem is that you feel the need to impress the girl.

No I currently don’t work