I was told I shouldn't be banned so I'll continue the story.
On the way home one day I was late for the bus. It was just pulling way and I ran up to the door and knocked on it. The bus driver wouldn't let me on. So I continued to run beside the bus attempting to get her to open the fucking door. She refused and the passengers on the bus even began to yell at her to open the door.
She still refused. We came to a point where the bus driver had an option to take a right or a left. I had been standing on the left side of the bus. I thought to myself "ok this chick isn't going to stop. I'll run to the next bus stop when she makes this right and she won't have a choice but to let me on." She chose to make the left. Boom. The wheel cut in my direction and my back foot hit it which pulled my foot under. "I can't believe this stupid itch just did this I thought in an instant."
Then My mind thought about a report I read about people in car accident who fell asleep not being injured because their bodies were relaxed. The same process I described earlier I began to do immediately. Relaxing my body and going into the Alpha state. The bus rolled up my entire leg over my lower back hit the ground (I should have rolled or something at this point but I didn't the thought actually did occur to me at the time but I decided to not break my alpha concentration, stupid choice. The bus then rolled up and parked on top of my entire left arm. The woman got off the bus and started trying to talk to me asking me if I was alright. Get the bus off my arm.
"I shouldn't move it." she replied.
"Please?" I said thinking, "bitch are you serious? What are you going to wait for a jack? get this fucking thing off of me."
The other passengers kept urging her to remove the bus.
So she got on the bus. I thought she would just slowly get it off but this bitch hit the gas. WTF?
I lay there cracking jokes with the people huddled around me to take my mind off the pain while controlling my breathing and staying in the alpha state.
The ambulance took forever... Ambulances suck those stretchers are uncomfortable as hell and the neck brace (which was uncalled for) what sticking in my windpipe. They charged my like 4 thousand dollars for a 10 minute ride to the hospital.
While I was there I kept feeling darkness. The world is full of people who don't care about you. The doctors and nurses. I looked into their eyes and they seemed cold and heartless while they smiled in my face and pretended to care.
They looked like they had those marionette masks on.
I had to go under and they removed my big toe on my left foot. My arm was in a cast and my leg was in a cast. Any time my leg wasn't elevated above my body blood would go down to it and I felt like my foot was going to explode.
My favorite rapper had a seizure that same day. Crazy coincidences.
My left ass cheek had swelled to twice it's size from a hematoma.
A there where a few hair line fractures in my ankle and toes. They had to take my big toe off because the skin was divulged. Basically the skin peeled off like a banana.
My elbow got dislocated and the ulnar nerve was severely damaged.
That was it. I had a few scars from skin tearing off here and there.
I could post pictures of my foot as proof on paper that says fudge_88 but who the fuck would want to see that?
After a week I was home in a wheel chair. They had my arm in a sling and my arm had "Healed" in that manner the tendons and ligaments in the elbow had shrunk and conformed to that angle. Those stupid fucking doctors. The ulnar nerve was damaged "Severely" so I couldn't move my pinky or the finger next to the pinky.
This sucks. I went to a nerve and hand doctor and he told me my arm would be stuck at that angle for the rest of my life, and if I wanted use of my hand again he would have to cut open my wrist and re-adjust the nerves so that a different one would take over. Or have a retard hand forever.
Fuck That. You're not cutting open my wrist and fucking with my nerves for a surgery check sir.
The guy who was watching over my foot messed up and I ended up with a bunch of dead skin where the toe used to be. He happened to be the student of the other guy who was looking over my hand trying to push surgery.
The doctor kept trying push a surgery on me that would allow him to cut off half my foot. I could see it in his eyes. I knew a salesman when I saw one. He was only pushing the surgery to get a check. They get paid extra for surgeries. I feel sorry for this man's other patients. Plus my mother happened to be a RN Nurse with a masters degree and she frequently pointed out the doctors contradictions and blatant lies.
I went to a wound clinic against the doctors advice and they fixed and sealed up my foot instead of suggested a surgery to take off half my foot.
I had a decent job with great benefits at the time. I got put in disability. 40% of my wages cut. Now I just barely have enough money to pay my bills. with 120 dollars to spare for food for a month. I tried to get food stamps but 60% of my check was 50 bucks over the limit to qualify for food stamps.
I used the alpha brain skill I knew and relaxed all of the stuff in my elbow and slowly extended my elbow day by day. The shit was excruciating. The same thing with the toes in my foot. They had gotten stuck in the straight position and wouldn't bend back. In about a week I restored the mobility to my elbow and toes.
My hand was numb too btw this is what comes with nerve damage. All of the muscles were sunken in and it looked like a skeleton hand. Pretty gross honestly. During the same week I did some research and discovered a bunch of the body is controlled from the core. If you look at the back of your hand you have these lines that are connected to your fingers. They look like thick strings. I don't know what these are, Tendons?
I traced the one that controls my pinky and the other finger down to my elbow and began controlling my fingers like a puppet master. I couldn't feel shit, but I could extend them. The strength in teh hand was like at 2-3% because none of the muscles worked. The doctor couldn't explain what was going on other than my body compensated. I consciously did that shit. Anyway, medical records to prove that the mobility was restored even though the nerves didn't work as well.
This would be the equivalent to a man who lost the ability to walk moving his legs anyway. I didn't give a fuck. Honestly, I was inspired by a manga character who was in a battle where a dude started controlling parts of his body so he severed his own nerves and started controlling his body through sheer will.
The nerve damage took a bit longer. From march to November 10th, (My birthday) I concentrated every day on restoring the nerve damage. I saw the power coming back to my hand over time the muscles started filling out again and eventually I had restored it back to 100%
The doctor couldn't explain it. They did tests on my nerve and by all scientific and medical accounts I should not have been able to get the feeling and strength and mobility back.
I did it on my own using the miracle power I taught myself! What's more the sensitivity in the portion of my hand that used to be numb has more sensitivity than before. I touch the area and feel it like at 130%.
I touched the back of my hand as I typed that last line to remind myself and enjoy the power.
From March - November I spent every day learning. I learned things like memory pegging. I created a mind vault to keep track of everything and started storing the stories of information behind doors. Things like Portuguese, Japanese, Hindi, the 48 laws of power, speed reading, Marketing, I trained my brain with Lumosity.com and put myself in the top 99.9 percent of performers out of the 40 million people who use their services. Pandoras Box, The dicarlo escalation ladder, the tao of badass, I watched man transformation, and wake up productive from david D/Eben Pegan/ Whatever the fuck his name is. I memorized the conversation cure from vindicarlo, the attraction code, all of the stuff about approaching. Paul jenka's getting laid in NY. I watched david d's approach program (fucking garbage) and his body language program (decent). This is the foundation for my PU game. Before that all I knew was double your dating. Since I've added much more advanced knowledge and evolved my systems.
I also researched other miracles that the 99% pegged as hoaxes. I wanted to see what really is available in the world. Science is an illusion to me. A paradigm created by individuals who try to fit the world in a box. I stepped outside that box during this period.
After My birthday they made me go back to work. I was a completely different dude. I worked as a help desk technician. I basically in a working day I spent about 2 and a half hours actually fixing computer problems, The rest of my 8.5 hour day (minus an hour lunch and 2 15 minute breaks) was spent off calls with a computer in front of me. I spent 100% of my time creating a product I could market.
Work From Home Now, and money tree marketing(free eBook giveaway) I got the book written in about 2 months. I proof read it about 6-7 times and had close relatives proof read it as well.
I took a low settlment (about 200k -80k I had to spend on my lawyer) and quit my job. I Gave my mother 20k. Spent 15k on a super lawyer for my brother to help him beat a life sentence, and paid my oldest brother 5k to go through a money management training program by T Harv Eker. I ended up with about 80k.
I spent 5k and got the full wardrobe Paul Jenka talks about for his uptown and downtown looks. I also bought a thousand dollar pair of gucci loafers. Snake skin.I only got them so I could walk around listening to that song from Rocko. U.O.E.N.O.
"This a thousand dollar pair of shoes you don't even know it."
I spent 5k on a trip to New York to see Dave Chapelle at the Radio City Music Hall. Spent a weekat the Carlyle. I stole the rob... I still have the T-shirt they handed out at the door. It says "I was there."
While Before I arrived to new york I set up 9 dates off the internet. 5 of them flaked and I fucked 2 of the girls in my hotel. I did some day game in the streets too but didn't pulling anything back to my hotel sadly
. I didn't have the skills back then that I do now. Back then all I knew was basic game.
I spent a lot of the money on projectors and expensive dinners a ps4 a bunch of games, other things. Of course I've hit the streets and sharpened and perfected the game I've learned as well.
Spent a bunch of money on bills and ordering 40-60 dollar dominoes take out like everyday. Going to a club and buying a 3k vip table popping bottles and shit...
Anyway, I only have about 10k Left and so I've started promoting my book and getting into my real estate business. I'm pretty angry at myself for wasting so much time playing like a child. Back to business unless I want to get another job. The door is still open to my last job since I was so good, but living like a king this past year has made me spoiled and I want a million dollars.
I'll save the other pieces to the supernatural puzzle for another story.
I've already started seeing things technologies being tested about creating artificial limbs through cells and what not. I know for a fact that eventually I'll have another toe on my left foot.
What can you take away so far?
Your mind is capable of great and powerful things. The only limits you have are the ones you put on yourself. When people talk about AA the idea is laughable to me. Practice going into the Alpha State. When You're approaching women clear your mind and go into the Alpha state. Un-focus your eyes and go into the alpha state and approach. The immense power that you wield is disrespected by your inability to act. If I didn't act I wouldn't be walking without experiencing excruciating pain from rigid toes or typing on this laptop sharing this story with both of my hands.
Right now I'm not updating my field report until I get my money streams going.
I'm going to use this thread to journal everything I do to create this wealth and build a more attractive lifestyle than I already have. My plan is when I obtain this wealth I'll have a plan and path laid out for you the reader that you can emulate and follow to the exact same wealth. Every now and then I will dig into the super natural and reveal more of the secrets I've found about the world that every one else denies or is afraid to get into.