Background: 23 yo virgin. One month away from finishing college and still haven’t been able to deal with it.
The story: Last week I meet this girl in a festival. We hit it off. Nothing happened there, but I added her on facebook and later got her number. We text back and forth, and I suggest a date on Thursday (which would be tomorrow). She agrees.
Last night (Tuesday) she sends me a text asking if I want to hang out. I play a bit hard to get: I tell her I’m not going too far away because of the rain, and she agrees to meet at a bar near my place.
At the bar, I made sure to escalate and kino. All good. When we get out at about 1 am, she starts asking me if I know the bus schedules (so that she could go home). I tell her we could go see a movie at my place (which was nearby). She agrees.
We start seeing the movie, cuddle for a bit and about 15 minutes we’re making out on my bed. We start getting more physical. When I try to get her pants off the first time, there is resistance. “No. Stop”. I go back to exploring the other parts of her body. When I go back for the pants the second time, same response. This time, she sees my frustration and says that she broke up with her sex just a few days go. I tell her it’s ok, that we should do what we’re both comfortable with and stop if need be. But we do continue with the action.
And now comes the weird part: after a third failed attempt to get her pants off, she just starts moving like we’re actually fucking. I go with it. She only has her pants on. I try to get my hand under there, but again, no dice. So we’re basically dry humping heavily. I can feel she’s wet down south, so I try to create more friction on that area.
She cums and lays on top of me. It’s dark but I can feel she’s crying. She asks if I think she’s a slut. I reply “no”. We go on talking a bit more. And then we start dry humping again.
During the next 5 or 6 hours, it was basically talking – dry humping – talking. She came 9 more times, and I actually came once. For the last 2 times, she asked me if she could trust me if she just stayed on her panties. I said “yeah”. So last 2 times she was with her panties only, and I'm pretty sure all my neighbours heard her cum at that point haha
Sometimes, I would just kind of drift off (because I was obviously frustrated). When that happened, she would ask me if everything is ok. We talk a bit more. I tell her I’m interested in knowing her better. She says that she “doesn’t know” (her answer to pretty much any question).
In the morning, she thanks me, apologizes and we keep a light make out session. I take to the bus station and she leaves (she had an exam an hour later).
Phew, I think that’s all! Obviously, I would like you guys to point what might have gone wrong and what could I have done better (which is a lot, I believe). I could come up with a ton of excuses for not kicking her out (it was raining, no bus at night, etc etc) but the truth is: I did it for the experience. This is definitely the closest I’ve come to true sex – only thing that was missing was my D inside her V.
As for her, it became clear that this was a one-night thing, she herself said she didn’t want to be seeing anyone for the time being. I not hoping to get another date with her. BUT I’m still on the fence about sending her a text – I’m just not sure what, I don’t want her to feel worse than she already is. I mean, for fuck’s sake, at the beginning she would keep on babbling about how “men are all dicks”.
Still… It doesn’t hide the fact that I’m still a virgin (of course she didn’t know this). Like I said, I have about 1 month to get this dealt with. If not, I’m seriously considering hiring an escort and just get it out of the way so it doesn’t become a bigger problem as time goes on.
So guys, I would like to hear your feedback if you had the patience to read through the whole thing haha
Cheers! _________________ "What we're doing is so wrong, and what you're wearing is so right (it's so tight!). But I've never felt better, so I'm going out to get her and I don't care what set of wheels I steal to get there."
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