It's been a while so I thought I would update you guys. I've been busy with Family or School.

Black Friday:

Disclamer: I know that this stuff works, but I feel that it's neccesary to write how I felt sarging in a mall on black friday.

So Russell and I went to a crowded mall on black friday (in southcoast). All in all I made 6 approaches, got 2 positive responses (but both girls had a boyfriend) and no numbers. It's times like those where I think 'How the fuck am I supposed to have an abundance mentality?' Sometimes I wonder whether I'm actually getting better or whether it's due to luck. A lot of you more experienced guys talk about the kind of mentality we need to have to get good. It's a bit hard to have that mentality when you are reinforced that you are not desirable. Now I'm honestly hoping that the reason why I didn't do well was due to the hustle and bustle of black friday.

Ultimately I do think I've gotten better.

Shit with Linh:

We broke up. I took her virginity and was the first in her ass so that's kinda cool I guess. I haven't had sex in 5 days and haven't jacked off so I feel like I need to get laid.

Other shit:

My family is a cluster fuck right now.


So back to the game I need to sarge. I have just been busy with stuff which is a weak excuse, I know. I'm gonna ask out a girl who is kinda cute who works where I get lunch who seems interested in me.

I need to sarge, I just been getting AA again which is a bitch. I'm glad that I got laid with a cute girl who was a virgin (She sucked off another guy who forced her 4 years ago and he tried to have anal with her but couldn't get it in because he didn't use lube, Vietnamese catholics are fucked up), but Linh was way to clingy and demanding. I can't deal with that shit. So I need to get out more because fuck.

This has mainly been a rant post because I'm in a weird place right now, not bad but weird. I think it'll be better once I'm getting laid regularly. As Simple Pickup put it "It's amazing how many problems getting laid can solve".

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Previously Rugby7

My PUA Journey (2014): http://bit.ly/1yYjtSV
MY PUA Journey (2015): the-342-journal-vol-2-rugby7-vt187356.html
My Workout (Read this): http://bit.ly/1zIQncY

Record: 131
Record: 124

God fucking damnit, I relapsed. Simple pickup sent out a fucking symbian video as their holiday present and one thing led to another. Fuck you simple pickup. Turns out that going from sex to no sex is a fucking pain. That was definitely not worth it (porn and jacking off now feels weird and unnatural). Fuck me.

That killed my streak of 131 days without jacking off and 124 days without porn.

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Previously Rugby7

My PUA Journey (2014): http://bit.ly/1yYjtSV
MY PUA Journey (2015): the-342-journal-vol-2-rugby7-vt187356.html
My Workout (Read this): http://bit.ly/1zIQncY

Record: 131
Record: 124

Hey guys, so basically the day after I relapsed Linh drove for 1 hour to visit me Christmas night because my family was fucked up. We ended up making out. I could feel how weak relapsing made. Even though I had already bedded her I was hesitant to pull the trigger when I got LMR. I almost didn't sleep with her. I think she was testing me because she took off her bra because "It was more comfortable". I went down on her and then I wanted her to blow me.

OKAY, READ THIS NEXT PART CAREFULLY BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO GET ACCUSED OF SOMETHING I DIDN'T DO!

She uses the word rape a bit liberally. She said that I was raping her but then she voluntarily sucked me off. I was worried so once she finished I didn't sleep with her. She bitched about how all I wanted was sex from her. I decided not to make a move. I spooned her while thinking whether I had actually "raped" her. Then 5 minutes later she says "condom", gets up, and hands me a condom. I plow her and then she asks me to leave her alone when she sleeps. I got hard about an hour later and started rubbing my cock against her ass. She started pushing back on my cock. I spat on it and I fucked her in the ass without lube.

So yeah, that happened. In the morning she was screaming "Fuck me!" and "I love you". I know you guys are wondering whether I've been whipped. Yes I can still see other women much to her dismay.

I don't think seeing other women is unethical IF YOU ARE HONEST ABOUT IT!

Anyways, I do need to get back in shape and get into the game. I'm thinking about growing a beard (like the Hugh Jackman wolverine style) because a lot of people say that I would look better if I let my hair grow out 1/2 an inch longer and grew a beard. Right now I wear a military style flat top.

So yeah... Need to approach. I just wanted to update you guys.

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Previously Rugby7

My PUA Journey (2014): http://bit.ly/1yYjtSV
MY PUA Journey (2015): the-342-journal-vol-2-rugby7-vt187356.html
My Workout (Read this): http://bit.ly/1zIQncY

Record: 131
Record: 124

Wow, that was 4 days without jacking off? That went by a lot faster than I thought it would.

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Previously Rugby7

My PUA Journey (2014): http://bit.ly/1yYjtSV
MY PUA Journey (2015): the-342-journal-vol-2-rugby7-vt187356.html
My Workout (Read this): http://bit.ly/1zIQncY

Record: 131
Record: 124

Lol. You didn't come close to "raping" her dude, don't even worry about it. She was just being dramatic.

Hey Chocolate, thanks for commenting. I've seen you around on the forum but never in this journal. I know this but it still freaked me out because of pushing through the LMR.

So, another update. I'll keep the Linh stuff short because I realize you guys probably don't give a shit. I mention it because it's a part of my life. She did not want to text me new years eve. I got a text from her saying "hey vandal". I just texted "What do you want". She wanted her condoms back. I'm currently an hour away from her and she only gave 3. I don't know what shit she was trying to pull (I don't think she wants me using them on another girl). Anyways, she kept on trying to get them back. I got a text from her this morning saying "Never mind".

Also, I am going through GLL's kill AA drills.

I have finally caved in and made a POF account. I made my profile more conducive to getting laid rather than dating. I just really need to get laid.

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Previously Rugby7

My PUA Journey (2014): http://bit.ly/1yYjtSV
MY PUA Journey (2015): the-342-journal-vol-2-rugby7-vt187356.html
My Workout (Read this): http://bit.ly/1zIQncY

Record: 131
Record: 124

glad to see your progress. i havent been on the board in awhile. i was in a relationship just about everything i could dream of to be honest. now im out and about sarging again. its fun to be back but sometimes wish i kissed the game goodbye already. lol.

now get some!

Hey guys, long time no post. There was so much stuff that I could have posted but so much that I didn't.

I've been a way for a while because most of the things that I could have reported on are trivial. Honestly, my main goal is to maintain above a 3.66 in college. I'm double majoring in Computer Engineering and Mathematics. I've started working out again. Honestly, I haven't done any of the game stuff since I last posted (about a year ago), and have little intention of starting again. I created a dating profile on POF that was genuine, just me laying out what I was doing in college, what I like, and my unpopular political views. I've been a vocal opponent of those who seek to curtail free speech in the name of offence, and I am quite happy.

Nevertheless, I felt a need to see what was going on in my community. Although I have taken a leave of absence, there were always quite a few interesting discussions here. Recently, the obstreperous left has been attacking the PUA community, and I thought that I should check back in.

I hope you have all been well, I know that despite my lack of a dating life, I have been. I've been doing a lot of studying and will be starting to take my upper division courses in Mathematics and Engineering which is exiting. I truly now have a passion for learning, and do not find it trivial.

I will be on intermittently.

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Previously Rugby7

My PUA Journey (2014): http://bit.ly/1yYjtSV
MY PUA Journey (2015): the-342-journal-vol-2-rugby7-vt187356.html
My Workout (Read this): http://bit.ly/1zIQncY

Record: 131
Record: 124

Nice to see you back. I am supposed to get married. I'm hoping for the best. I'm kissing the game goodbye lately. Whatever happened to Linh?