#6
- More about Michelle, the HB8
Alright, so here come a few updates. If you've read the last few posts, you already know what's going on. If not, here's a summary: I've met a girl, made out with her, it sort of started to drag along, both of us developed feelings, although neither of us want anything serious. She recently came back from a 3-week-internship(holiday, tbh) in Mexico and these three weeks will be where I start.
Before she left, I told her to text me once she arrives, which she did, telling me that she's missing me already; another sign that she's really into me. We sort of had letter-like contact because of the time difference (7h), occasionally, our schedules coincided and we chatted for a bit, nothing too serious though, usually. Fast forward a bit, while she was in Mexico, nothing else happened, really. (Neither in my PUA life, I was in the middle of finals and still am, absolutely no time to game).
A few days ago, she came back, and we had arranged a date because she really wanted to see me (she told me several times that she was really looking forward to seeing me again). She was very tired from the flight (obviously) and didn't say much, but it was nice seeing her again. Also, I had somewhat realised in the meantime what my feelings for her were... I really like her, I guess
Anyway, we just hung out a bit, had some ice cream, but didn't talk much, because she was so tired. When we parted ways, she even gave me a present, 4 nice shot glasses.
We spoke on the phone the other night, and she explained herself to me some more... Apparently, I'm special to her, different than other guys etc. Long story short, we talked about an open relationship, but I don't want to make anything official via telephone, I'm old fashioned like that.
Now, you probably guessed it, she confused me again
we were texting back and forth today, and I dropped "I get myself what I want", to which she replied "seems like you haven't quite succeeded yet haha", referring to the 3 times she was at my place, but we didn't have sex. I went on to tease her a bit, and then, out of nowhere, she told me that I'd know why she doesn't want it, and that it is some sort of self protection. Considering that she was initially scared of falling in love with me (which she apparently has), I don't quite see her point anymore by now. Help me guys!