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I am a truly hopeless case.
Stop playing the Victim to circumstances you created. Your goal is not to look for sex or a woman but merely to look for and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
Once we accept our limits, we must go beyond them.
Don't wait until everything is just right. you already waited 28 years for something to change for you. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.
I pm'ed you some basics.