I got myself in a bit of a pickle
A few days ago I got high couldn't and control myself, walked a girl a home, started rubbing on her tits and ass and I went home alone that night (We live very close) things ended badly, she got really offended and creeped out.
I want to get to know her better but now she doesn't want anything to do with me.
The moral decision is:
It's complicated cause I'm sorry for disrespecting you and rubbing your tits and ass when you said NO but I'm not sorry for rubbing your tits and ass cause your hot
I don't want to find another girl, I just met this one a couple times and I really liked her. Plus she lives around the corner
I feel like I have lost POWER and would like to know how to turn it around
You're done with, and right fully so. If you were doing this against her will, unless she is beyond trashy and has issues, there is no way you will ever build trust with her. She will ALWAYS think of that experience any time she sees you.
Move on and learn your lesson.