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oh man thats bad news bears unless youre using too. she hangs out with shaddy people and the drug culuture is something you don't understand.
have you done coke, prolly not. and you dont know how people are when they are high.
I don't use it myself. Ive done it twice before; one time with her on new years before I knew it was anything to worry about. I do however take X maybe once a year at EDC! Smoke weed occasionally and have helped some girls out of their coke addiction before. So.. I do know the drug culture and how it is.
She recently opened up to me about being a rape victim (this happened to her about a year ago at the college she used to attend) and Ive grown pretty close with this girl.. (using the onion theory by Locke)
It feels almost like she is leading a double life.. On one hand she is this good little girl that wants to change and be in my reality where everything is totally awesome. But she is trapped in her other broken life where her friends have drugs and use them all the time with her. I dont want to have to occupy all of her time to get her out of this, I know that in the end she will do what she wants. But how can i help her change if she is gonna be out with her friends that DO use all the time.. Its a difficult situation.
Im sure there must be a way to get her out of it!
But when she is with me and does not use it, its almost like telling me that she does want to change.. im just gonna have to help her along the way.
(sorry for rambling on.. just getting all my thoughts down haha)