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I don't know why I lack confidence. I don't know what I'm missing. I'm confident about my ability in bed but not my worth as a human being.
I've taken more risks than just that. In October, I got plastic surgery on my dick with silicone. I had a full academic scholarship to the best University in the state but I dropped out to start my own business. Just now, I'm taking out a large loan against my house to finance the purchase and rehab of a house. But assuming you mean risks with women... If I were a risk taker, what kind of risks would I take with women? Asking club girls to come back to my place?
If I don't need women for validation, what do I need/want them for? That may result in me just fucking prostitutes again.
If you see this interaction with the Mexican girl to be meaningless, then what interaction with a girl/woman is NOT meaningless? Isn't there someone you will eventually form a relationship with? Maybe marry and have babies with?
What alter egos are you talking about?
How can you say I'm unsuccessful if I'm about to fuck this Mexican girl? And she's not the only girl I'm talking to, just the only one of any substance.
You would make the most seasoned shrink face-palm.
You have very selective comprehension.
The definition of insanity, is, doing the exact same fucking thing over and over again, expecting shit to change. That. Is. Crazy.
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I don't know why I lack confidence. I don't know what I'm missing. I'm confident about my ability in bed but not my worth as a human being.
See any thing in your statement?
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If I were a risk taker, what kind of risks would I take with women?
By facing possible and probable rejection. Therefor lacking interaction, or the skills to interact.
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If I don't need women for validation, what do I need/want them for? That may result in me just fucking prostitutes again.
You view women as a means to an end - A vagina surrounded by 120 lbs of useless skin.
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If you see this interaction with the Mexican girl to be meaningless, then what interaction with a girl/woman is NOT meaningless?
My point right there ya bat shit crazy fuck. I didn't say meaningless, I said MINUTE. A small drop in the bucket to waist cross examining each syllable and it's meaning.
Over thinking.
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Isn't there someone you will eventually form a relationship with? Maybe marry and have babies with?
I have formed many lasting and albeit many short term relationships, had a dutiful marriage, and have 4 well adjusted adult offspring.
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What alter egos are you talking about?
Redstar.
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How can you say I'm unsuccessful if I'm about to fuck this Mexican girl? And she's not the only girl I'm talking to,
That is just trying to sell us your chickens before they hatch.