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I am thinking from time to time - do I really want sex with her. I am kind of afraid of being attached after having sex. Usually that happens to me with girls.
Another thing - I am not sure even if I can give HB to her. In picture she looked like I can give. but in reality, probably she looked worse.
I am afraid - what if she gets naked and I do not like her, and then what do say? sorry, I cannot touch you, you are disgusting
bad.
I am also not sure about mouth breath. I see often girls even younger has bad mouth breath, so I used to give them chewing gum, but that feels like I am telling them that they smell bad. After gum, things were ok. But it does not feel well to tell girl that she smells bad.
Another thing - if I will need to be with her in public, I do not feel good if I will meet someone I know and he sees that I am walking with ten years older and not even hot girl. At least if she was hot, then probably it would be understandable. But now they might think that I have such low self esteem. Also if my exgirlfriends see this - they will thing, oh wow, he is so bad. I want to show to my exgirlfriends that I can get better or at least same looking girl. And there is a chance to meet ex, one of them I had see in public several times.
And also - one more reason not to fuck with her - that means I do not try hard enough to get something better, especially at level which I had reached before. If this was my first girl to fuck, then its an achievement. But next girls have to be better and better. Or at least the looks would be enough so I could marry even when I am not thinking about marriage. But sometimes it happens to people - they do not think about mariage, just about fucking, but end up marrying that girl because those girls know how to make them like them.
Now about another girl. I had found in dating site 10 years younger girl - who is hot, like HB8. And she simply said that I can fuck her for 60 eur per hour.
I think - that would be nice. I believe with my last girlfriend who I had 10 months without sex, it might be that I had spent same amout of money and plus wasted time which is money also. So that would be awesome just from time to time get a sex from young and hot girl even when it costs.
Plus that girl looked not like bitch but cute girl. Nice smile. I could fall in love with her
I have heard that man sometimes fall in love with prostitutes because they are very good to man, not like wives. Wives like to fuck mans mind which annoys.
Was thingking about that, but again - it turned of that I am a client out of who knows maybe 10 man. Maybe she sucked dick hour ago to some man.
Plus it might be a scam, because she asks half of money to send to SPAM in advance.
So I ended up using her service.
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I've banged 2 cougars in 2017 so far. One of them has a boyfriend in prison (she still visits him in jail by the way). I met her on the street on my way back home from a daygame session, on a Sunday afternoon in June. She was my last set of the day. I fucked her on the same day at her apartment (from approach straight to close)
I would not do with woman who has man in prison. After he gets out of prison who knows what psycho he is, maybe he will find you and do something bad. If that woman knows where you live, then she can tell to that man, or as money from you so that she would not tell or smth
I think there are more options if you want cougars
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And she's a church goer too by the way.
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If it's not you, she's going to fuck some other young guy anyway if she really wants to
if I do not fuck, then she might fuck every single man on planet I do not care. I only care that she would not fuck anybody else if I fuck her, I want to be alone who fuck particular woman.
Oh btw, I remembered on dating site found one more girl like HM3 or so. But interesting thing is that she said she is disabled. I ask - what is wrong with you. She says she has mental disability. Intersting because from what she talks, I did not notice. Only taht her grammar is bad, but peoeple even without mental disability has often grammar like that. I asked how to understand, it looks like she is not talking nonsense, so why she is counted as disabled, is it becuase she is not good in scientific things. I guess she said yes. Yea, there are people, I remember in school, who were super bad and science things and they had easier program.
She wants to talk with me a lot I see, looks like even easier to get sex from her than from that cougar.
But what is lower
to have sex with cougar or to have sex with similar age but with mental disability
I was also thingkin - maybe not have sex with her, but just on first date ask - could she do a hand job for me
and I also could do for her maybe a hand job. Not sure if that is good idea
or maybe I should first meet her and see how dumb is she.