Few points:
You insulted your gf days ago (originally), and insulted her the other day when you said your friends told you to dump her. So, you've added to the original issue (your drunk behavior) with "his friends dont like me." This new issue isnt whether you dump her or not, its now she has to be in a relationship where her bfs friends think badly of her and wanted him to leave her.
Second, you're super needy. You said you've wanted this chick for 10 years and now she's given you a chance...man that neediness has already doomed your relationship. Forget drunk words and all the other shit, you gotta stop pedesteling this chick to that level. Truth is, if you really were that drunk that you almost got arrested, a chick could move on from that shit as it clearly isnt normal for you. But when a guy sees her as his dream and theyve been together less than a year...yeah...thats prob why she's quick to talk about breaking up now. That neediness prob seeped in a long time ago and this is the outcome of prizing her this hard. First, see her as a chick, not your dream girl.
When you said this:
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But in hindsight i shouldnt have and i just need to let her get away with whatever comes my way for the time being.
it was completely "pussy" and needy. You're taking whatever you get and willing to accept anything to keep this together. Drop that mentality. As someone already said, you've apologized, if she wants to leave because of what happened, thats her choice. Personally, if it were me and she said she was thinking of leaving, I'd tell her ok, leave. If she's even thinking about whether a completely out of character night means she doesnt want to be with me, she should go.