Hi all,
Before I start I would like to appreciate everyone who reads this and give me some advice.
I have a problem with my girlfriend. I will try briefly describe what happened.
I got to know this girl through my good female friend. I knew something about her because my friend was sometimes talking about her and sometimes I was stalking her and maybe to get to know because she seemed to be a nice girl. That moment came when I wanted to know some information about college where she is studying at, because I was applying there as well. It was February when I wrote her for the first time and we started chatting and sending various type of photos through facebook and I was feeling the connection with her but until April we hadn´t met. We were a lot of chatting about sex. She is studying in Prague, and I am currently in Slovakia, she is also from Slovakia not far away from my city. She was sometimes not in the good mood due to some guy she wanted and had feelings for him but he rejected her because he said that the he currently doesn´t want relationship. She said that it ended, and she has no feelings for him anymore.
In April I had an interview at college in Prague. I was there for 4 days. We met the first day I was in Prague. We went to the shisha bar, we talked, she was shoving IOIs and then we continued to have some food and coffee. I was started touching her and she responded positively. Then we went to one place, where is a beautiful view on the Prague, it was night already. We sat there, touched her leg and we started kissing each other. We changed place, and went to the park, where she gave me BJ and I licked her. Two days later, we agreed that we can hang out after she finishes at work. So I was waiting her, and then we went at the most romantic places in Prague and we had sort of romantic evening without sex, just pure romance. We were hugging, looking to the eyes, holding hands and kissing. Then I went back home from Prague.
We wanted to see each other ASAP, but she had exams in school and I was working. We were chatting 24/7, calling, 2 hours calls, sending nudes. She went home then for Easter holidays. Unfortunately, I went on holidays to Italy, but we managed to see each other. She was coming early in the morning to my city, and I was waiting her at the train station. We wanted to have morning sex, but unfortunately the train was late, so we were just kissing in the car, holding hands, just romance. I bought her key ring with her name and gave it to her. She was really happy. I took her at her aunt place where she was waiting for the parents to take her home. During holidays, we were calling, chatting and sending pictures. We agreed on trip, that I will go to Prague and stay at her place for 3 days. Calls and 24/7 chatting was matter of course.
We were looking for the sex, and when I arrived to Prague in the morning she was waiting for me and after she arrived at her place we immediately started undressing each other and had sex. Then we had a shower together. Then we went to shop to buy some food and on the way back we were holding hands chatting, and it was so romantic. Then we went shopping, food, and cinema. We were constantly holding hands and touching. We had sex in the evening and shower. Next day she had to go to work, so we just had lunch in the morning (sex, shower) and I met my friend. After work I was waiting her, we went home, she was constantly touching me. The day after we had sex, shower. I am a big fan of airplanes, so we went there – she went with me to see (for her) stupid airplanes and she sacrifice her time to do my hobby. In the evening I went back home. We couldn´t say goodbye, we were constantly kissing. She also said that I we had the best sex ever, and she had never experienced such weekend. Me neither.
Few days after the trip in Prague, we bought tickets and hotel in Rome for June. She was so into me, when I would like to marry her in Las Vegas, she would definitely go with me. I was also so into her.
Two weeks after, the things started to fuck up. She didn´t want to call, and she said to me that she is not feeling it. But she still wanted to go to Rome. We were chatting less and less, and she was still talking about that she thinks that we will not have a relationship, that she is not feeling it. Also, she still wanted to go on trip.
Week later, she wrote me that she met the guy she wanted before me, and she had big heart rate, and also said that he looks like that she was happy to see her and she didn´t want to talk about her feelings. Also she said that after Rome, we won´t have definitely relationship and she wasn’t looking for the trip. We were ( mainly I) was writing to her, just one time a week, and it all cooled off. She was starting to date that guy and started chatting, and said to me that she doesn´t have feelings for me, but just for him (they didn´t even had sex or kissed). She summed it up that in one point she started to feel that I am not the right person and this relationship doesn´t make her happy. And that the whole thing between us shouldn´t happen. She also said she thought that she can be with someone else but she can´t even when she tried. She canceled the trip. That guy he is still rejecting her and she still have feelings for him. But she said that the trip in Prague was unbelievable good and so beautiful. And these days she is denying that she was into me and so on. She was feeling that she wants to be with me, therefore she bought a trip to Rome with me and now she is saying that she wasn´t into me?
What to do? It was very beautiful for both of us, why it should have come to end? Did I lost attraction? What to do when I don´t want to lost her?
Thank you guys, I will be waiting for your advices.
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