I watched 1/3 of flawless natural. I must say "this stuff resonates with me". That whole lighthearted game, it's the shit! For me, the thing that I am missing, is the furry. I didn't even watched half of it and I'm like "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, let's try this out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". The way Tim presents the game is the way for me. It's a bit like the Craiger, cool but awesome. So I went out. I spoke to the first group of girls I saw. I was energetic, overpowered, but not calibrated. I missed the furry, the purposefulness, like Tim would say it. I came to understand later on the evening that I am the 1%. The guys who are full of energy and open with ease. It was always locked up inside of me. I cultivated it over the years by being silly on the dance floor. The best of the best this night was with this one girl. She was hot and cute at the same time( I know, it's a pua cliche pick-up line, but for me she was) . I was in the zone after talking to many girls and then she walks by me. I thought my friend was next to me and said "ok, LET'S DO THIS!"(in dutch). I turned to my friend but he wasn't there. Instead I see this 9.5 HB laughing at what I said. I continue with "you are not my friend but it still works" this came out smooth and playful (IN THE ZONE, YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!). She tells me she only speaks English. I said "ok" Put out my arm out and assume she is going to hold it. She actually holds my arm and giggles!!!! (holy mother of Jesus! I am leading!) So we walk arm in arm and she says "I am going to the bathroom". I say "It's a bit soon to do it already. But, OK!". She is laughing and totally in to me. We come to the bathroom and she looks at me. And I'm like in my head... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CONDOMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????????????????????????????????? I brought this fate upon me again my friends. The mistake. The stupidity. The unpreparedness. I think really quick, this goes all down in a second. "ok, think ahead". I say "I'll meet you later when you come back", She goes and I'm like "ok, now I have to go somewhere so she doesn't think I'm needy". And later... I NEVER SEE HER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID! STUPID! STUPID! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaRG!. Why oh, why didn't I ask for a phone number, why oh why didn't I AT LEAST go in for the kiss. SO my brain goes NEXT! And the uncalibratedness is real. I always bring energy and WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO but not enough purposeful energy. But I have to say :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4UqMyldS7Q
1. I spoke to SO many girls tonight which I never did.
2. I got a deeper understanding of being in state.
3. I know that I am an outgoing man in the core.
4. I acquired the skill to go in state.
5. I am SUPER HAPPY. SUPERRRRRRRRR (I can't even type a bigger font. I am THAT happy!)
6. And I feel like "It is worth to go out, I got the fire" <=== they say that this is more worth than anything
So I leave you with this, don't hold back when she is going for a piss.
PEACE OUT!!!