This is fucking killing me guys. I know I'm being a needy bitch but after that night of repeatedly calling and texting her that led to her blocking me everywhere I've been feeling really really bad.
What the fuck is wrong with you? I get you're feeling like shit. You can't control that. But you can control the extent in which you let those emotions dictate your actions. That being said, what the fuck is up with this pity party?
I just feel the need to somehow talk to her and feel embarrassed.
And a meth addict feels he needs just one more hookup. Ever heard of self-destructive attitude?
I'm not a club or bar goer and that's why I become so fixated one women I meet. This one however the fuck up I did by far is the worse in my life.
So let me get this straight. You never go out and when some woman magically drops from the sky she suddenly becomes the prominent female presence in your life. I wonder why that is. Do you see a problem?
And why are you talking of bars and clubs as if they were the only places to meet women? What about the workplace? social circle? the fucking grocery store? tinder? cold fucking approach?
Would you advise that I set up a meet through my cousin and try something then? Or just show up when she meets my cousin in the future? I don't want to look and act any more stalkerish than I already have, though.
That's not stalkerish, that's straight up obsessive and creepy as fuck.
Is there the slightest chance with her any time in the future?
Yeah, what woman doesn't dream about a man that made her the center of his galaxy on month into dating her. What an absolute catch. Clearly he must have so much going for him. Definitely no red ass gigantic flags there.
Please give me advice.(please don't tell me simply to fuck other girls because I can't!)
I know I have ignored some valuable advice before and that's why I'm in this situation now. But I'm willing to improve.
Ofcourse you can't with this piss poor attitude. You have some serious special snowflake syndrome going on. Who the fuck says "I never go out but guysssss please help me". That's like the fat guy saying "Yeah I wanna lose weight but I don't change my compulsive eating habits".
It honestly pissed me the fuck off when I see your approach to this problem. It's not "help me go out because I never do". It's "help me get results despite not wanting to put any effort in it".
Jesus fucking Christ this forum is becoming a victim harbor.
Is this really the man you want to be, OP?