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My toxic relationship of 1,5 years ended 2 weeks ago.
We had fights every weekend and she never really got to completely opening up for me.
Worst things for me was that she was lying about drugs, still needed to go out to party till 6 in the night, getting really drunk, staying with friends and not even letting me know where she is.
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Thats honestly all you had to write, followed up by the statement you made at the end of this post. Do you honestly think you're not capable of doing better than this? I know you're attached OP, but come on.. Lets be real here.
I know, and I feel stupid for making the same mistake twice. I remember your advice saying "she isn't good enough for you and she never will be" I knew at that time that was true, but still was driven/blinded by my ego looking for the confirmation I could get her back.
I'm trying to avoid her as much as possible, but she is now insinuating there is another guy in her life, in a like really manipulative way... not saying it is true, but also not saying it isnt true... And she knows exactly how to make me play her game... it's scary how good she is because it's really starting to get a life on its own in my head... But then again, my fault because I let her.
Anyway I changed my number this week, now I just need to avoid the places me and her friends usually hang out and I can finally have my peace!