Alright quick update: I went out today with my friends, had a powernap before, have done some meditation and diaphragmatic breathing and kept my energy levels high (By being loud, breathe from my abdomen, jump around, I literally didn't give a damn about anything). Here are the results:
I kissed close with 2 girls, they left me their Fb and number, one had work in the morning and had to leave but we agreed for a sushi date tomorrow. The other one had to leave to catch a flight, but we agreed to meet in uk once we're both back. So basically, it went better than it ever did, and it gave me some crazy insight about me and what does the game mean to me.
According to the whole experience, the breathing was crucial. With the second girl I was starting to get tired and was falling in the nervousness...we have been talking nonstop all the time and on the verge of the goodbye, I almost missed the kiss. I noticed that I was hesitating, and that I was trying to hold myself, my chest breathing and realised my issue. I pushed my abdomen out, relaxed, went for the kiss and ended up becoming a passionate good makeout session, leaving her wanting more.
Another important factor was the energy levels. i literally felt unstoppable. With the first girl, she was with 2 friends and I literally ended up seducing all 3 of them until I planted my roots on the hb10, and kept it this way.
It's hard to explain, but I've never felt this way, let alone securing 2 women in 1 night, with THEM asking my number and name, and them proposing to meet again. It felt so...easy...
So yeah my biggest weakness apparently was in my posture, in my belief. I used to breathe from my chest and keep the area tense, as if I wanted to show off my new body (I did lose 12kg 5 months ago) and I think that transpired my intention. I was trying to prove a point the whole time, and women aren't stupid like that. I'll do more research to confirm, but wow...has this been a roller coaster of experience!
This could be the beginning of something beautiful, and I just started climbing the mountain.