Hi guys,

I am happy to be here and I would love to introduce myself.

I am not very new to gaming as such. I don't remember exactly but somewhere around 2008/9, I read "The Game", started reading a lot about picking up girls, went out a lot and got quite good at it to the point I was able to take several girls home from bars/private parties, but almost all the time I experienced ED (erectile dysfunction) with these girls I picked up, which completely reseted my progress. (At that time, I was a heavy porn user, so everytime the ED happend with a girl, I fell into porn binging for several weeks before I could go out and try to meet girls again). There was some blissful period in 2010, where i was dating three girls in three different cities at the same time, but that came to an end when I moved to sweden (Stockholm) for work in 2011 (I still live there). Then there were three very bad years (in terms of dating) where I got laid maybe only 5 times in total between 2011 and end of 2014! 2014, I ended up doing few tantra workshops, and had some crazy sexual experiences (but only with the women I met in the workshops or private events). 2015, I was mostly in Japan, started playing again, had interesting times and I dated one Japanese girl for four months. Came back to Sweden end of last year, and I fell back to stagnation again (except for a week of rampage when my Japanese girl came to visit me in Stockholm in February, and few meetups with a couple of women I met through the tantric circle).

Anyways, the good news now is that I don't suffer from ED any more, mainly thanks to tantric experience which has more or less liberated me sexually and I have no shame of my body, being horny and wanting to fuck someone. (But I still slip and watch porn once in a while, which I am working on at the moment). Also, physically, I am in the best shape of my life (I was also OK back in 2009, but now fitter than ever and so full of energy, even though I am 40). I am very much into running/yoga (I just started my own running club few months ago and I teach hot yoga once a week). I want to share this lust, energy and horniness with beautiful and energetic women and uplift my life as well as theirs!

However, my "skills" at seducing women has gone really down. Also, all of my closest friends are either married now or living with someone, so I don't get any incentive to work on that from my social circle (also feeling a bit of the third/fifth/seventh...wheel, every time there is some event in my social circle).

I really want to improve on that now. As I hinted above, almost all the sex I am getting lately has been from my tantric circle of friends, which is mind blowing when it happens, but it is very random, once a month if I am lucky. So basically, I want to have more choice and abundance. I am not looking for a committed girl friend, just casual stuff (maybe open relationship if I stumble upon a woman who is open for that).

I thought of going on a bootcamp or something like that to kick start me, but the ones that I really like are crazy expensive (the one I liked the most was the http://www.thenaturallifestyles.com/, but they charge something like 4000 USD for three days and 8000 USD for a week, which is insane! I liked them because they don't have so much theory or tricks but rather base it on open, honest direct communication with women.).

I also want to add that I almost never drink and not into clubbing, which conflict with my current value of wellness above everything else, so mostly looking to improve on meeting women during day time (streets, cafes, libraries, metro,...) or in social circle/private parties/events.

So here I am now alone on a saturday evening, trying to figure out, trying to figure out how to get the motor started again. Actually, I was invited by one of my friends for a football evening at his place, but he is married and all the other people invited are also married, so hell no, I refused to go. Maybe feeling the loneliness will add fuel to the motivation

Will try to start blogging daily of my progress/activities from next week. If anyone wants to start some kind of challenge together (e.g. talk to x girls per day/week), etc, I am game! Especially, if you are located in Stockholm and want to meet up IRL!