Over the past few days Ive had a fuck buddy or a short term gf experience so havent had to game. Her guy friend tried setting me up with this serbian girl with a british accent 10/10 a girl could not get any better than this. I found out afterwards she wanted my dick which surprised even more, but it was not possible without being the biggest asshole. As my 'friend' was there. We talked about it and She said she didnt mind if I hooked up with the serbian girl as long as it was after I left her city which is understanderable. I will do my best to find this girls facebook.

A lithuanian/israeli girl I number closed in germany at an international embassy just got into contact with me again. She had left her phone at her friends and thought she lost it. The last message i sent was "to be honest with you, i find you attractive and want to exchange orgasms with you". (Stelar line). When we spoke to each other this girl never broke eye contact it was such a turn on. Everytime i had to break it first because we were in an embassy an her huge russian friend was right there. The number close took some time I didnt want to get my head kicked in.

Also speaking to the jewish girl again but shes flown back home. We are still talking and shes sending me photos of her no dirty ones.. Yet. Also speaking to another girl who i met online who wants to meet. Shes has a tight curvy body with big tits and a cute face from her photos, but her city would take sometime to backtrack to probably a 13hr bus. I dont know if I could go to that much effort for a lay. A grandma on a plane gave me her granddaughters number that lives in my hometown. She shows me a picture and shes cute one year younger. And I promised to get in contact when i get back. Are grannies the best wingmen?

As for my trip in general its been amazing so far, met hundreds of people along the way, too many that i dont bother getting peoples facebooks anymore I let them ask me. Today was the third time Ive hitched a ride with a group thats driving the same city as me, I never ask but they always offer. Making an effort to do the craziest shit and live life for what I have left of my trip. Went skydiving now looking to find somewhere to bungee jump next.

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I have become stagnant. This is the first girlfriend Ive really had. All other girls Ive known in the past were all weird about sex and my reactiveness to that ruined any chance of getting laid with them. It has been great though, meeting her whole family, us being kept a secret from everyone, learning the culture.

But I havent meditated in over a week and I have not gamed at all even though every girl is a bombshell. I catch them checking me out all the time but do nothing about it out of respect for my short term girlfriend. A city that is the closest to genetic perfection out of all the places Ive been.

I was meditating at least 10min day. Yesterday though I was walking to my hotel and was aware that I wasnt present and immediately took in everything around me. It gave me goosebumps and made me smile giving an amazing feeling generating from within me. Its occurred to me I must continue with my trip and leave this city asap if I want to continue to grow. Its been great, made some amazing friends who have let me stay at their house and taken me to some really cool places. My new number one city to live.

This is just one chapter of life and Im certain more great experiences lie ahead

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I think the part of me that wants ons is so i have a cool story to tell. LTR interest me more right now because the longest girlfriend ive had is one month. My ego wants me to be cool and bang all these women but Im slowly realising i dont want that otherwise id be in overdrive right now trying to get laid.

Last night in my fav city my 'girlfriend' sets me up with her hot friend who has a boyfriend but we only makeout.

Ukraine-1st night i arrive and am too tired so go to bed in the hostel. Woken up 3 hrs later but 3 american girls chatting coming into the room. They see me i say hello and they come over thinking im someone else. I explain i just arrived and saying im cute and should get naked. 2girls were hb4 one hb7 and their game sucked it was not turning me on. Saying they would spill water on me and lick it up touching me. For a brief moment i got a boner then it went away. The hb4 was suggesting a 3some, hb7 was thinking about and completely smashed. Didnt happen though i want my first 3some to be a good one not with two super drunk americans. This would have been an easy lay with hb7 but she was annoying, i wasnt horny and i got laid the day before.

Next day head to another city in ukraine.. over 3days got 5number closes met with one and her friend they were alot hotter than the first time i met and had big tits. But english barrier was a porblem was hard to turn the convo sexual they were laughing at everything.

Other girls i havent met up with and i just found out why. They cant reply for some reason because my fones international. The girl i met showed me the texts she sent that i never received. . Lame.

Lithuathain girl msgd me and wants me to come back to germany.

Now im sick again lack of sleep is fucking me up. Feeling worthless lying in a 10bed hostel room by myself doing nothing.

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One of my other number closes got back to me and we met. Tanned great body and stunning. People were looking at us on the street, probably also because i was speaking english. Her english was even worse than the previous girl but she understood mostly everything i was saying so i turned the convo to sex once we stopped at a bar for a drink. Talking about how people make too much of a deal with sex, about my trip and im open minded, doing crazy shit whenever i can. After reading her bodylanguage i go for her hands and get mutual caressing. We sit for a while in silence giving each glances and smiling then we go for a walk.

After about 20m i stop and pull her in and we makeout. I suggest hotel room she says no. 15min pass of walking and i pull her in an alley (still midday). and same thing. 3 times i try to pull her to a room but she declines and tells me she is waiting for a boyfriend to have sex.

Its not happening i tried everything i could and respect her decision. We say goodbye then i catch a train 45min later to my next city (almost missed my fourth train)..

Didnt go out my first night here but met up with a ukrainian girl who i met a week ago on a flight and she offered to show me around. Very cute but has a boyfriend. Didnt make any moves for once and just connected with the girl as the day went on she became more and more comfortable. We are seeing each other tomorrow again for her to show me around more not sure what im going to do yet..

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Met with her again she showed me around. I knew having sex was not possible because of logistics + boyfriend so i didnt go for anything just got to mutual caressing. We sat for a while with her head on my shoulder, she told me how she had a fight with her boyfriend night before etc etc. Then walked back to meeting spot and said goodbye. I went in straight for the goodbye kiss just to see what she would do, but she says no and turns her head. Few hours later she starts msging me. Shes cool to hang out with and very motivated to show me around the city which i love.

Another ukrainian girl, 'BlondBomb' whos at my hostel we have been talking just a bit flirting with each other. It was hard to talk in private because of people all the time. Shes the type of girl who knows she super hot and had a big ego at first, so i ignored her a bit and also saying things like "thats a turn off" in reference to the conversation in a friendly way. Saying she has a mask up and thats not really her etc etc. This softened her up alot it was great i could see the real her. Later that night we were alone and started making out, again i knew nothing more could happen in this moment so thats the furthest i escalated. Shes coming back in a week maybe i will see here.

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Last few days!!
 Ive been messaging 4girls in different cities that I've either number closed or hooked up with and realized that I've reverted back to more unconscious thinking.  Been less crazy and spontaneous because I'm wasting too much time talking to these girls being all luffy duffy.  Also ive lost interest in online game. It's just a way a guy can procrastinate.  The feeling of catching girls checking you out is so much funner and involves an adventure!

My night in Odessa, i only glimpsed saturday night becase I arrived at 1am so went out sunday.  And have to say what phangan said is COMPLETELY TRUE.  I have never seen so many hot girls in my life it was insane. If your fat or ugly it's like you already know not to come here. 

Went out and I hadn't been to a club for a while and was not in state or ready to approach.  An hr passed of talking with a group from the hostel and I started feeling the present moment and all the gloriousness I was surrounded by, it gave goosebumps  I look around and I get an IOI from a blonde she was an 8.  So I approach and say I want you in english on the dfloor. She doesn't understand and doesn't comply pulling away from the handshake. 30min later she's near me again and pulls away once again so I bail.  Getting eye contact from 4 more girls all smoking hot, a couple start talking to me in Russian,  and it's now I realize how hindered my game is.  I Can't talk to any girls because nobody speaks English and I know zero Russian. 

I head back to the dance floor and dance for a bit and this is when I see these two girls walk pass me to the bar. Both brunette, tall, perfect bodies, dressed to kill and facial features of the best European blend.  I keep dancing and 10min later I catch one looking at me so I smile. Couple minutes later I catch her again hah! 

As she looks away I walk up to her at the bar and put my arm around her waist.  She didn't see me walk up and jumps as I startled her.  I tell her I want her right here and now but she doesn't understand so I pull her to the dancefloor.  Give her a spin and pull her in close.  She starts speaking Russian, I ask if she speaks English and she shakes her head and then says she has to finish her drink and goes back to the bar.  5min later I reapproach these two brunette bombshells and see if her friend speaks English but she doesn't. Realizing defeat I leave.  My Russian friend was with another girl on the other side of the club, he would have been useful then.  

We leave the club not long after. But I think I will come back hear in the future when I know some Russian. You could basically date model girls everyday if you put the effort in it's that easy because ugly girls don't exist..   

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So the girl from a few posts back the one that said No to my goodbye kiss inv me to her friends party. Soon as i arrived they were pouring me shots and i took a hit from the bong. After 7 shots and the weed in 40min I felt so drunk and high. The girl inv me outside and in my poor state I just barely managed to understand why she wanted an excuse to go outside. Even though she has a bf we start making out, I slowly escalate and freeze her out about 8 times but sex was never happening. She thought i was mad with her and kept saying we can find someone else you can have sex with. She just wanted to hang with me and hug and starting getting really attached to me which was turning me off and her immaturity was showing now (shes 18). So I kept trying to make an excuse to leave and finally after about 15times she called me a taxi.

I feel like I continue to give off a boyfriend vibe which I dont mind when I meet a really cool and interesting girl..but sometimes when I just want the ONS it just doesnt happen for various reasons..

Maybe meeting the ukrainian girl tonight that I madeout with at the hostel 'BlondBomb'. She also gave me a few massages when i was with her i forgot to mention. But turns out she has a boyfriend so again its probably not going to happen. She is super fun and interesting and thinks alot like me, so in this case I dont care about sex or not it will still be a great night.

Getting laid and LMR is definitely a sticky point as this continues to happen. Only sexually liberated girls have been wanting to have sex with me on this trip. Or maybe I just need to get them super drunk .

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TWO NIGHTS OF CRAZY FUN

PART 2 Involves a stripper lay (the planets aligned for me!).. But first part one.

I met up again with 'BlondeBomb' and me, 2guys from the hostel plus her friend went to a bar first then a club together. The alcohol was flowing and we didnt talk much. Just 'on the surface' convo nothing deep. We madeout a bit at the club and in the taxi. Her only resistance was when I slid my hand up her thigh, (Shes very loyal to her boyfriend)..Each time I would immediately stop when I sensed the slightest resistance. After tonight I knew sex wasnt going to happen unless I built a deep connection with her.

The next day, we talk for maybe 7-8 hrs because I was leaving early in the morning and she stayed up with me. I built a strong emotional connection in this time opening up to who I am, my life and how I live. By 12am all the guests had gone to bed and we had the main room to ourself and lay on the couch together. The foreplay went on for about 40min, in a room where all the dorm doors were connected.. Luckily nobody felt likd visitng the bathroom. But it was clear again sex was not happening so she wanted me to use the bathroom to relieve the tension because it wouldnt be healthy. I refused and implied she should help me out but she verbally denied it.

After some more dry humping, making out and me lieing on top of her, her hands wandered to my crutch area and I took initiative to put a condom on so I wouldnt blow my load over this plush cream couch.

She jerked me off and it didnt take long until I climaxed and was satisfied. We are still talking even though Ive now left and throughout our talk she kept saying what a great guy I was and a gentlemen which in the end got me the handjob.. I then left and caught a flight to Poland at 5am. Little did I know my next adventure was only 20hrs away..

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Something I forgot to mention - a few posts back when I went to the Ukrainian girls friends birthday, when we madeout it was SO CREEPY..she had her eyes wide open the whole time and now Im scarred with this mental image... Second, blondebomb from the last post, At the time, I felt like I could have manipulated her into sex, she had opened up to me and trusted me and i could have planted a thought of her boyfriend not being loyal and that we are young an should have fun etc etc.. But it didn't feel right.

Lay #3 Potluck with a stripper PART 2

A while back I number closed Lithuanian girl in an embassy. We never met a second time because she flaked 3 days In a row.  I then sent a super direct text because I had nothing to lose and was leaving the next day..  She contacts me 3weeks later saying she lost her phone at her friends house.

I tell her to add me on facebk then send another direct text...  She doesn't reply for a week.  So I change tactics saying how she's different to all girls I've met and want to get to know her (all true).  And my instinct told me that this girl was a freak so I kept the frame.

She was going to Poland for work and I was flying there.  On arrival I send a text "I'm here let's meet".  She agrees and says after work at 12am.  2am we meet. I'm not bothered by her lateness because she drove an hour to meet me.  Now this whole time before meeting her I had no idea where I was at, her text replies were so small and the first time we met she kept flaking.. But if she's driving an hour somethings going to happen.

As we walk towards each other, neither of us go for the cheek and for a moment we are almost touching lips, then I kiss her on the cheek. Cute face, with seductive eyes, big natural tits, super tight body and big round ass my god..

Lith: so what do you want to do? ..get a drink, get a room.. Or something else.

I was shocked by her being so direct.  
Me: "let's get a room".  So we start looking for a hotel but fail and get a drink first, after talking a bit she changes her mind and doesn't want to anymore because she would feel like a prostitute.  I'm cool and say I understand so we go to her car and start talking again.  I then drop a super direct line that covers both bases of ONS and also showing I want to stay in contact.. 

"you know, there's two sides of me right now.  One is I like you and want to get to know you because I find you really interesting.  And the other,  I want to give you as many orgasms as I can.  And because I know you think exactly like me ( i mentioned this earlier in the convo), I think you want the same thing."

Lith: "maybe.." smirking
 I hold the frame
Me: "not maybe, I know you want this.."
I lean in to makeout, she doesn't react and I pull back.
 "But it can't happen now because I have to go to the toilet" ( really had to go!)
She secretly takes initiative and mentions there's probably a toilet at my hostel and I say ok let's go there we can hang out in the loungeroom.  

I order her to sit over in the corner, go piss, comeback and sit next to her.  She starts a roleplay and I play along, the theme is that we just met and both staying at the hostel.   I start escalating. First her thigh.. slowly moving up then rubbing near her erogenous zone. I then rub her pussy over her panties and now she's getting real horny biting my lip and getting more agressive.  I slip my hand into her panties and slowly rub her clit before fingering her.  1-2minutes later..

Lith: "Do you have a condom?"
Me: yes
We head to the girls bathroom, into a cubicle and strip.  It felt like the beginning of a Porno.  I whip her panties off and she pulls her left leg up doing a standing splits.  I was in disbelief how flexible she was.. couldn't get the right angle so I spun her around into doggystyle.  Again she shows her flexibility and sticks her big ass up and face on the floor.  As I pound away her head keeps smacking the cubicle door oops.  At this point I started to think is this really happening?? Again felt too much like a porno.

It was too much for me to handle and I blew my load after 5 min of her head smacking on the door.  We talk about round 2 but then end up going for a drive instead.  As we walk out to her car I catch two guys checking her out, her gstring is clearly visible above her dress and she flaunts her sexuality.  When I first met this girl, one thing told me she was a freak,   She never broke eyecontact..and at the end of it I find out she's a stripper.

The next morning a guy from my dorm starts telling me how great his night was, he pulled a girl to a hotel room.  He then follows by asking me what I got up to since I was the last in at 7am.  My response was, I was with a friend.  Not sure why I said that.. because my ego wanted that congratulatory highfive!     

  

 

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Even though I enjoyed the great sex in Poland. I was depressed about leaving my favorite country, and knowing my trip was almost over was even more depressing..

I flew back to visit my friends that I was with a few weeks earlier to see them for a few more days. Soon as I arrive, my friend brings me to his other friends house and we start drinking. The combination of being slightly depressed and a drinking partner that seemed to be immune to alcohol, was a very bad concoction.

We were doing a shot every 5-10 minutes. During the night my friend said he was bringing a girl over for me. I laughed and had no problem with that. Sure enough their friend arrives and shes good looking and as usual she has a great body which is standard here. She speaks english so we flirt a little and what makes it alot easier, is that everyone knew what was going on. You don't have dumb ass friends that get in the way. Instead they know how to wing or just chill, not making situations weird. I would have to credit that towards everyone being sexually liberated in this country as there aren't many other explanations. If guys are getting laid then they have no problem helping others out i.e. Me =D

The drinks keep flowing and usually I have a limit in my mind of how much alcohol I should drink in a certain amount of time. THIS NIGHT no. I had this stupid desire to drink and drink and drink.. and see what would happen. But at this part of the night the alcohol hadn't hit me yet so I began seducing this girl. I lie down next to her and use putting my bracelet on her to grab her hand and start mutual caressing. She says "your making me blush!" This goes on for a few minutes.

After drinking 18 shots of strong spirit in just over 2 hours, We all get up to walk down to the closest pub. This is when I blacked out. How the story was retold to me the next day. I didn't last very long in the pub but madeout with this girl inside and outside the pub a couple times, turns out she wanted to have sex that night (She told me the next day)..Fail.

It gets worse, after our little walk together, I walk straight into the bathroom back at the pub and start madly vomiting into the toilet. Back and forth a couple times stumbling in and out of the bathroom, the other friend I was with a girl, makes the decision that its time for me to go home. Which would have been great! If I didn't pass out in the bar. My friend ends up having to callan ambulance and I am rescued by the paramedics and taken to hospital. Waking up the next day was shameful, just like in Netherlands I missed out on getting laid and ruined my own night by over consuming on drugs/alcohol..

When will I ever learn.

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Dude, I just caught up with your journal, and I have to say I'm impressed by your progress! It's been fun reading, but be really careful with the alcohol... also how much is it costing you for this 3 month trip?

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5 or so years later. Thought it would be interesting looking back on these posts and to update it.

A lot has changed since I started this thread. Looking back, while the things i did were affective still, i was more mechanical. Now i just have more of a feel of what to do and never think about it. Had quite a few more crazy experiences, matured a lot and have got a ton of confidence as well.

I don't have interest in sleeping around anymore, but still love beautiful women. I have my inner game under wraps now and if there is the initial attraction i can almost always close if i want to.

But there are still two things i struggle with.
1. Initially opening girls during the day.
2. Finding girls i am emotionally attracted to

Who knows, i may restart this thread;)

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