| This is just something I'm throwing out there,and hopefully will answer a few questions,and alleviate some misconceptions.
I'm a MPUA-in-progress(Again,no arrogance intended).I've got the fundamentals,I'm practicing,I'm failing,and succeeding.I know the deal,and what it takes to get there.
But I'll be honest guys,it's fucking tough.Just as tough as Wrestling Season,without the homo locker room shenanigans.
I'll approach any set.I can get a convo going.Thing is,I'm still having AFC lapses.I'll say one wrong word,and the momentum is killed,and It becomes 2x harder to rebound(POSSIBLE,but harder).
I like a good challenge,but not constantly,every moment.I'm actually becoming a bit stressed out.Not even working out,or playing PS2 is able to calm me down.Not even good ol Piff is enough to calm me down(Although,when I do approaches,rejections become funny xD).
I'm having trouble keeping congruent with being an ass.Trust me,it's who I am inside.I'm the type who will tell you things straight up,and has no fear doing new stuff.
I'll do any approach.I'll use any opener.Keeping the ball rolling...is the toughie.KEEPING the alpha-asshole composure,is where I'm suffering now.
I'm thinking that it's just a matter of progression,and that I need to get a few more bruises and #closes to develop it.
But I'm growing impatient(One of my major flaws).Progression is a fact of life,but it's growing to the point where others are surpassing me(NOT on the forum,but rather at my college),and I'm being left in the dirt.I love competiton,but only when I am at equal standings.
Just a note to those reading,who are near my position,or working toward it:It's going to happen.Frustration and impatience will loom.What I'm trying to do here is get feedback so that I,and hopefully some of you reading,can get an idea for where to go.
With that said:
-Where should I go from here.Is it a matter of persistence,or is there something I'm missing that I should incorporate in my gaming journey?-
Please do help guys.I rarely ask for help,but this is getting to be quite bothersome.
Thanks.
Last edited by BlackBull on Wed Sep 12, 2007 7:39 pm, edited 1 time in total.
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