Gentlemen, calm down.
Perhaps I did not explain the situation properly, so let me provide you with some background.
Fucking leave her if you want other girls. Or keep it to yourself. She doesn't need to "know your ways"
First of all, I did try to leave her. Twice. And she wouldn't hear any of it.
I told her I wanted to see other girls and, after much pleading from her, I agreed with HER proposal that we remain in an open relationship until I involve myself into a committed relationship with another girl. Of course, no one knows we're in an open relationship since it's very uncommon here where we are from.
The relationship seems open only from my part, however, since she won't see or go out with any other guy, although I encouraged her to do so and she has plenty of options.
I have always supported and took care of her, even detrimental to my plans on seeing other girls and I'm always there for her when she needs me.
Furthermore, I have been upfront and honest with this whole thing, only sparing her the details about who I'm seeing and what I'm saying/doing, since she told me herself she's not interested in knowing, so I do not consider it lying, sneaking around or cheating as you so imply.
Now don't mind my girlfriend she knows my ways, and is too scared I'd leave her to give me any shit for seeing other girls
I agree this was not the best or most tactful remark I could have wrote to explain the situation, however at the time being I was rather angry and did not think any of you would give a fuck about my "relationship" anyway to try to explain it properly.
I was needlessly contemptful regarding her and for this lack of tact I apologize.
You are a piece of shit.
I am and am not denying this fact.
As the saying goes “The biggest coward is a man who awakens the love of a woman without the intention of loving her” and for this I am truly guilty.