Cloze #14 Motomi 37, Instant F Cloze
(Saturday June 23)
I can't believe it has taken this long. It shouldn't have taken this long. The only reason it has taken this long is because I never believed in myself. My game is now moving into the mastery of that which has always eluded me. Oh sure, I've had instant f clozes in the past, but I always just thought I was lucky. It's not luck anymore, it's something I am starting to have control over.
Finish work at 4pm and I'm famished. I head to my favorite beef bowl restaurant and have some of the finest pork in the world. After my meal I decide I'm going to go down to the pier by myself and for a long walk in the evening to unwind from the days stress. As I'm walking back to my motorcycle I see a tall, very curvaceous girl with wide hips, thin waste and a nice rack walking towards me on the other side of the street. I cross over to her side of the street and now she is walking towards me. I open her, "So do you live around here?" She's doesn't understand. I start speaking Japanese. I go through the basic small talk. She thinks I'm a lost foreigner. I tell her I'm going down to the pier for a walk and ask her if she's like to join. I can see she is attracted to me to. We go to the pier on my motorcycle.
We get to the pier and walk in the evening air. It's nice. We sit down and talk for a bit. The conversation dies out a little bit. She mentions that she likes shochu (hard Japanese liquor). I suggest we go get some at the supermarket and bring it back to my place. She declines saying she cannot go to my place. I then start working on her barrier telling her lots of stories about how I met other girls in the past who came to my place on the first meet, how they had sex with me and just used me for sex, but I actually wanted to see them again. I planted this seed in her so that she would think, "Oh, this guy wants to fuck me but it's not going to be a one night stand."
She says she wants to go to an izakaya (Japanese style bar). I tell her that if I drink and we get these good vibes going and then she takes the train home it will have all been in vain. She says, "Well, what if I pay for it?" So, I'm like, sure, if you want to pay for it then I guess I'm up for it.
We ride back to my neighborhood so that I can drink without having to drive back home. We find an izakaya in my neighborhood. We spend about 2 hours there and I drink 2 beers and get drunk. Yes, I am week with alcohol. The bill comes out to about 60 dollars and she pays for it. At this point I could give a shit if she goes home since it's no money lost for me. I'm cool with ending things on a good note and possibly hooking up again in the future. She tells me she is going to go home and asks me where the nearest train station is. I bring her to the station. I can tell she is shit testing me. She somehow finds and excuse not to get on the train and we end up going to the park and playing on the swings and climbing to the top of the jungle gym and chilling out there for about an hour.
Now that she's missed her train I know this night has potential for an instant f close. But what I haven't mentioned is that every time I kino her she moves away or tells me to stop. She also adamantly proclaims that she will not back to my place. Then she throws a big fucking loop in my game and says, "It's too bad you're not the one-night-stand kind of guy otherwise I'd go back to your place". Now she was reverse gaming me on my previous statement about how I had brought chicks back to my place and even though I had wanted to meet them again they just used me for sex. This totally befuddled me as I could not think of an adequate response, so I just went silent.
So she tells me she wants to get blazing drunk, but now it's late out and there are not shops open except for the 24 hour convenience store near my place. We go over there to buy so hard liquor, but she suddenly changes her mind and tells me she wants to go to another bar downtown which is kinda far from my house. I'm thinking to myself, the girl is just pulling my strings now and I'm following her around like a puppy dog. However, she has already missed her last train and has nowhere to go so I'll use that to my advantage. So I walk back to my place and she follows me. I tell her I need to use the bathroom and she follows me in. We settle in at my place and she starts sleeping on my futon while I go take a shower. I then tell her to take a shower and she says no. When I try to kiss her she shrugs away. This is not going to be fun and I'm like, fuck it, I'd rather be alone. I'm tired of her barrier and I tell her that there is a hotel down the street she can go to if she's not in the mood tonight. She grabs my hand and says, "Let's go together."
I'm thinking now that she would not invite me to a love hotel if she didn't want me to lay the pipe in her. And I know she's going to pay for the hotel since she can easily stay at my place for free.
We get to the love hotel, the place I used to go to a lot and pay $30 for a 3 hour block to fuck girls on weekday afternoons. But seeing that it was a weekend and she wanted to spend the night there the room was $200.
She hands over the cash, and I'm like, whatever, if this dumb bitch wants to blow all her money to have the pipe laid in her on her terms that's all on her. I'm just here to lay pipe. I'm the guy that lays pipe -- that's what I do.
We go up to the room and she jumps in the shower. I turn on a porn and start stroking myself to get warmed up. She comes out in a very short and thinly veiled nighty and she has the best body ever. We start kissing and making out and I rub my hands along the profile of her figure and it's all woman in the hips, ass and legs.
However, what sucks is that she is not willing to do anything to help me get hard and her attitude totally blows. I manage to get things working myself and slip it in her and she's pretty tight. I have to move slowly, but soon I'm ramming it deep inside of her missionary. She's dropped $260 on me and she's finally getting the pipe laid all out inside of her.
Her attitude just blows though and I'm not feeling any emotion from her or anything. She won't even kiss or even make noises as I fuck her. She's just laying there like a cheap prostitute would waiting for the John to finish. That's not what I'm about at all. I like having passionate sex with a girl that wants my cock and is willing to please me in any way to have that cock layed up in her.
On the other hand you have to understand I've been looking at her huge tits in that low cut shirt and her amazing ass in those skin tight jeans, so I really don't feel like pulling out and asking her why she's imitating a blow-up fuck doll. So instead I command her to lay on her tummy and put her legs together. She has the widest ass ever and it's so fucking tight you could bounce quarters off it all night long. I do her from behind and bust a glorious load all up in that shit. After sex I tell her in so many words that her attitude is shit and because of that I'm going to take off. It's really too bad because I wanted to fuck her all night long. I just didn't feel like putting up with her shit anymore. She was saying it was because we just met that day and that she couldn't put her heart into it. So I guess that was her reason for basically imitating a dead fish, you know, just laying there on the boat deck and occasionally twitching. Fuck, I didn't even get a last-moments-of-life twitch. I just got the completely dead tuna.
Since she was so fucking hot I gave her my contact info and told her that I sincerely did not intend to have a one night stand, but I just couldn't hang with her anymore if she was going to be totally cold. I could tell she didn't want me to leave, but at the same time, when I asked her to start making out with me she wouldn't, so I said, "Fuck this" and I got on my chopper and headed home. It's 5 in the morning and I've got to get up in 3 hours and go to work. Although I didn't have the greatest fuck, I did get to fuck a hot chick, go to an izakaya and a love hotel all for free. It was a night of adventure and I enjoyed it overall. Looking forward to the next instant F cloze.