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Typical case when you make a big money transaction, buyers remorse isn't only used in the pick up sense.
Make no regret, I'm very determined to go through with it. I will only regret when Kezia doesn't. Strangely enough, there was a moment where I considered she was actually playing the "hard to get" game to get me to invest, but this is getting somewhat ridiculous. She's supposed to teach me to handle this during the course, not before it!
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if Kezia was to fuck you over, I'm sure you will get vigilant and leave really bad reviews everywhere related to pick up which would cost her more than a £1000 in the long run. She isn't stupid. Obviously she needs a better response to 'money received' though but I wouldn't worry much if I were you, I think SPAM would even give you the money back if she didn't deliver.
That's what I keep telling myself. I have a small part-time job to scrounge up the last 1000 pounds in the 3000 I already have disposable. If the deposit isn't recognized by a contract or a more binding gesture within the 45 days SPAM takes third-party responsibility for the deposit, I won't need the job anymore and without my money back, I'll use the time to cause 1000 pounds in damages.
The fact there's so many places to do that with a woman like her who seems to work on a reputation through twitter, facebook, her offices, the newspapers who gave her an interview, make me hopeful she won't.
Thanks for giving me some hope...
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However, you have paid for a residential and not a one on one with Kezia, what will happen is...that you probably will taken into the field with numerous instructors with certain skill sets and Kezia will make sporadic appearances to see how you got on the previous day/night and give you some verbal tips, don't expect 7 days of infield with Kezia mate. Don't even expect one night.
I, honestly, actually somewhat dislike Kezia's type. The rich, elite, pridefully beautiful and glamorous types of women that carry a lapdog in a handbag and go daytripping in Soho are a turn-off for me. Give me a wilderness action girl who owns a big dog any day.
The reason I'm signing up with her because she's within my area and I like the things she says. Although glamorous, she doesn't start off her pitch with "I was a loser like you" (urgh), seems honest and doesn't carry the pompous bravura most male instructors have who embrace more manipulative techniques. Kezia is in line with how I would imagine wanting to start a relationship.
As long as the rest of her team has her mindset, which I'm reasonably sure they do, than not seeing her is just dandy. Like a professor with bad breath, I'm happy to get taught by her, but I don't go out of my way to stick around.
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Don't sweat it mate though, the sheer amount of pick up you will do, you're bound to get laid and be real happy and leave great reviews, but then you get home then you realise it is a different story and you have to maintain your momentum for more success. most people fall back to their bad habits and a lot of people are just not motivated by themselves, especially when they don't have money on the line, hope this doesn't happen to you though.
I'm somewhat suspicious that Kezia will just buy me a stripper for part of the 4000 pounds, but other than that, no, I'm not concerned. The reason why I want her, is to overcome the autism related adversities I'm facing no matter how hard I try to make it with a woman on my own. All my behavior is self-taught and I simply need a better teacher. I feel like a fighter who has the world stacked against him and that I need an advantage, not that I'm a terrible loser who is desperate for help.
If I do really well on the course, learn a lot and THEN then allow myself to fall back into the old habits, well... that'd be my responsibility again and I'd have no-one to blame for but me. That's fine, as long as I have a fair chance and control over my own destiny.