@social magnet, raphael - thanks!
Initial plan: it's Saturday, go to a superclub solo and tear shit up. What really happened..
Went drinking with 6 Germans getting blind drunk and watching the euro2012 and gomez take a dump on the portugese side.. (secretly wanted Portugal to win
Waking up hungover it hit me, fuck everything right now.. Im going to a superclub by myself tonight and noone is getting in my way. Being in Europe this long without being to some sort of big club is a disgrace for me..
My day was recovery, so I could do damage when I was ready to go out. Got tips from the bartenders at te hostel on what to do to get in. After talking for a bit the cute flemmish bartender let's call her F said she wanted to come as well she had never been (obviously not going to say no) but if she was butt ugly I would have had trouble turning somedown who wanted to party lol. We agreed to meet back in 3hrs and go.
Long story short: we got rejected and I found out later it was because of the way she was dressed. It was too nice. To get in you have to dress like a dirty rat that just crawled out of a sewer (slight exaggeration).
On the way back we talked for a few hrs. She was a reserved girl from a small village so I started running my game on talking about sex related topics first then opening up her beliefs and how society effects what she truly wants to do. As we were walking I went for the hand kino, she squeezed back but then knew what I was doing and pulled away laughing saying this is bad lol.
this is the second time in a few days where a girl has brought up my eyecontact and commented on it saying I have laser beam eyes and I'm staring directly into them giving a good feeling. Probably one of the best compliments I've ever gotten
. By this point she was feeling comfortable and started bringing sex related topics into the conversation. I had also built a reason to go up to her room because she had been talking about a camera she bought and I suggested she show it to me.
We went back to the hostel and a few hrs passed. I was still planning on going bak to the club later to try again and sort of implied I wanted to go by myself which she understood. My plan was get laid then go to the club lol, this didn't happen as I will now explain.
In this space of time I didn't speak to her because I kept landing myself into conversations with really cool people and just went with the flow. Turns out one of the girls I started talking to knew the bouncer to the superclub and got me on the guestlist sweet!
Breaking the news. Now F already knew I was going out but at this point she was somewhat drunk and I was soon to see the spike in her emotions that my future self was going to have to deal with. Fuck! F's friend started telling me how she had been talking about me and how she really liked me!
Fuck! Only known her for 3hrs didn't think I had to manage expectations..she knew I was travelling. When it was clear she wasn't going to be able to get into the club and there was a good chance I was going, she gave me a look like her first pet had died, may have also seen tears in her eyes..omg. It was time to make the decision. She had already been gamed so potentially get laid, or for the first fucking time go to a super club in europe. I chose the club. If she was spreading her legs I would have chosen the former option but in reality there was going to be resistance still.
Girl that go me into the club let's call her P. She had a banging body and average face but use to model ..so one of those faces. She was suppose to drop me off then meet her friends but then ended up staying (I knew what was going on). After a few drinks and dancing I hadn't decided what I wanted to do yet. She was saying things like "nice guys finish last" and "your not living in the moment". After that I just grabbed her and started making out. We hopped to a few dif rooms and sat down.
Me: "I want to just rip your clothes off, but I won't because there are people around"
P: "but why?! Why? Why? Why?"
Me: "because your turning on" grinning.
I then I pulled her outside she complies. Outside there was just dirt and metal fence behind a bush. "I'm not going to have sex with you on the dirt!"
Me: "we can do it standing, look there's an electric fence!"
I pull her against it start making out but she resists. "I want to but can't!"
P is on her period fuck, this only phased me a little but she didn't want to. After a minute I thought about the aftermath massacre that would be on my crotch And agreed it was for the best.
An hour later we r getting food an she wants to go at it an doesn't care. "don't you want to rip my clothes off?"
Lol guess that comment stuck with her, I had to push her away I was no longer thinking with my dick. This was the end of the night and we said goodbye.
I get back to the hostel and the jewish girl from a few posts back messages me explaining why he didn't want to meet. When I had fingered her openly in a public street she had felt cheap and guilty. We talked a bit but I decided that it was for the best we stay out of contact at least until the end of my trip because i like her too much and it fucks with head wen I talk to her.