I like you, bro I appreciate your wise insights
Well, today is the
third time she found an excuse not to see me since we "ended this" 10 days ago.
13th Jan: She couldn't see me because of work and she said she felt I was going to talk about what happened and that we had nothing more to say on that subject. Then she also said one thing amongh others:
"Just to make it clear. Our hangouts are continued, this story isn't. End of discussion. So there isn't any missunderstanding."
17th: We had a great 2 hour chat (even though she had way too many chores and couldn't afford chatting) and it seems ages passed since we had one of those. I mentioned the three of us gathering tomorrow, but that our friend was half-sick so he'll have to confirm it.
18th: Friend cancelled it, so I asked her if she'd like to go grab a beer with me instead. She declined and commented (on the fact that she had time for a group hangout but not for this):
"I hoped we'd postpone it because I couldn't have handled it phisically."
I mean, I understand her completelly. She worked 12 hours daily from Tuesday till Friday. She's working on weekends when there are exams (like today). When she's not at Uni, she have this side projects to finish at home. I understand, I can only guess what she's going through.
But, she used to find the time regardless, to which she commented:
"I did, but it drains me completely. After that I'm not capable of working, and I can't allow that to happen now. Not with this new big project that came up ".
I don't know. I can't possibly blame that little working ant for declining this last time. But I still feel she's avoiding me. I won't even ask her again before the three of us gather. Maybe she'll relax a little bit after she finally feels my presence and sees I'm totally cool with her decision. We haven't seen eachother for 3 weeks now.. 10 days she wasn't in the country and then there are these last 10 days.
I would have guessed she'd at least give me a chance to "make her feel good".
Your thoughts? Am I halucinating? Or is this avoidance a part of her evil test?
EDIT:
You know what? There's nothing else for me to do but wait for three of us to meet, and then I'll gouge her responces and body language and act accordingly. If I feel she's uncomfortable with my advances I'll slow down (and proceed otherwise).
Some comments on the above would still be nice since the question was posed, but I'll end this rant after it.