I can totally understand you. Studying puts a ton of pressure on you, especially if you spent lots of money on it. But, the end is always a new beginning. I can't tell you what to do, but I can tell you that no matter how and when you do it, improving yourself is always a good way to go, even if it comes with certain drawbacks.
1. No job is beneath you. Many rich and successful guys started with menial jobs. Don't write them off. A job is always an opportunity. You can't expect to get a well paid, nice job without any qualifications or contacts. Even if you have to flip burgers. It won't be forever. And you always get experience and new connections out of it.
2. Just continue doing something that suits you. Even if the future seems bleak, you can always start something new. My friend's father in law is the perfect example. He's an immigrant, who knew nothing and started is own deli with a friend after he came here. He worked shitty jobs on the side to make ends meet.
When his finances stabilized he did an apprenticeship. He was over 30 at that time. He started working at an insurance company and is now the head of a local branch. He always continued improving himself, doing things on the side, learning and acquiring new skills. He's in his 50s now and is doing another apprenticeship on the side again. All the money he makes, he invests in more projects.
Age is just a number. Just because others did it earlier in their lives than you, doesn't mean you can't do it later. Just like in PUA, this is a confidence thing.
So get out there, start low, get a hold, move up, work on it and I'm sure you'll make it.
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