LD thank you for your warm support.
Honestly, I go 3 days a weeks out and I approached so many hbs since I met her.
Her pushing pushed me so hard to go after other girls and I tried really hard but
My biggest problem is my language which is a barrier.(I am from Europe)She is from Europe too.That's why she was great match for me.
About pretending : what can I do? I am about to crying in front of her. Because of my situation I have to see her every fucking day.I've been in huge pressure for 2 months because of her.
I think since I pretend I am seeing another girl she is pushing me more. I didn't want to look like a looser. I hate this image but I am breaking now.I don't know if she is playing but she really fucked me up.
I am thinking of just fucking it and telling everything to her. I don't think it's worth it to keep it by myself.
glad to hear you are going out. You say you appraoched HB... so there are other nice girls out for you
. That is also good. But if you approached... what are you looking for when you approach? I bet you are looking for a clone of the girl you are crying for now. At this time, i bet it shows that you put yourself in pain.
and it is not her who is doing this shit to you. It is you! You are paining yourself. She is gone, out of your reach. Face it.
I know i am a bit harsh here, but do you realize how silly the next sentences sound: "I am from Europe and she is from europe. that is why she was a great match for me." Dude, there are millions of girls in Europe. I dont know where you are now, what your mother tongue is and what language you are facing now.
But every problem/barrier can be turned into a strength. Ok, so you dont talk the language as good. Learn it! Learn it like your life depends on it! And let the girls help you. If that aint something that can work for you. I mean, there is nothing more funny then somebody trying to learn a language. Besides, if you are truly devious, you can say things, dirty things and act like you didnt really know what you just said. Suppose english is the new language, you might say to a girl: "Thanks for teaching! I think you are a lot of fuck!" Obviously you mean fun, but dear you, those words look so similar
Dont be taught by only one girl! Use many other girls to teach you. Read up and learn by yourself, impress them!
Also, one other thing: dont go to the other girl to tell her how you feel
Not like that. If it seems like she really really cares, then perhaps. But i dont think so. Let her be. Live and let live. That is how you should act towards her. Live and let live.
there were more things i wanted to say, but i forgot. If you got more questions, shoot! Good luck!