27 finally fucked!!
It wasn’t pretty, but it happened none the less.
Finally got past the one-itis, maybe. About three months ago I learned that my “crush” of years was engaged, I decided it was time to make a go for some pussy.
I have a decent build, stocky but not gross, I’m regularly told I’m funny and guys and girls both seem to really enjoy my company. I’m a fun cool dude. But I wasn’t getting any.
I’m a junior at a local four year university and I decided that along with a degree I was at school to get a girl, or many girls. First class I have of the new semester I walked in a couple minutes early and sit one seat away from a dirty blonde, petite with tight jeans, and a very detailed tattoo on her right arm, got some cleavage goin and a little grin. I like it. I want it.
This is a Leading & Teaming in management class, our first assignment is to find a person in the class they don’t know and then introduce them to the rest of the class. Awesome! I’m a cool ass person so all I did was sell myself (what I now know as DHV) and she bought it. We had a lot in common actually, we knew some of the same people went to the same high school and were into the same hobbies of camping, hiking and being cool as shit. That was Wednesday we talked a little in class but then off for the weekend. Saturday, I friend requested her on FB and sent her a short message that said “Hey Id be down for drinks after class one night, just let me know” Sunday she accepted my request, but didn’t reply to the message. Cool no big deal in class on Monday she didn’t mention anything so I kind of figured it was a no, and I wasn’t that surprised. At the very end of class she looked at me and quietly said hey I got your message, and I would be interested…
Dude I was retarded for like 7 minutes. It was probably like 20 seconds but I was shocked, I grabbed my phone and just said whats your number and it was on. I told her have a nice afternoon and I walked out. Seriously on cloud nine, that next class all I could do was look at her pics on her FB profile and think to myself no fucking way, this girl is hot.
We went on a real AFC date that next Sunday, Mexican restaurant that she suggested was closed so we went to one I knew, it was pretty much a bar, but at 2:00pm she was down for shots to break the ice. I’m diggin it at this point, so far so good. I planned to go to the Cirque Du Soleil and she agreed on the phone beforehand although she was a little reluctant. We went I didn’t touch her, at all we drank and went to two bars after the show and were having a great time. I took her home and she invited me in we slept in the same bed drunk but still never touched. It was weird, we texted and talked in class the next week then she called me on the next Saturday at 11:00 am she had two tickets to the UGA game and asked if I wanted to go… Hell ya!
I’m not sure what the deal is now because I have never had a girl buy me tickets to anything, but I was excited. We drove out almost a two hour drive and stopped to get drinks when we got to Athens. After getting a buzz and having great conversation flow the entire trip I went for a kiss as we were walking down the sidewalk toward the stadium. She answers “what are you doing”? ok so now I’m confused. We walk another minute or two and the conversation takes a more natural tone again and things are fine. No more moves tonight, we have fun a laugh tell stories and generally get to know each other over the next few hours and I drive her home, again she invites me in and puts on music and lights a candle. This was my opportunity, AGAIN… but I missed it I slept next to her and just brushed up against her arm in the night that was it.
Fast forward, activities like this continue to happen over an 88 day period. We’ve gone to dinners, on dates, to bars etc. We are hanging out like we were in a relationship but were never physical. So knowing that what I’m doing isn’t working and I’m sinking into the friendzone quicksand, I google being more physical with women, and stumble upon PUA forums and KINO. Wow news to me this is a science, awesome! I am addicted to youtube videos and online write ups so I look for more and find the book “The Game” this was my turning point.
Immediately I changed my body language and my overall method of talking to this particular girl, also I increased the amount of touching. I kept the attitude of let her tell me to stop, interestingly enough weeks go by and she’s losing interest, she keeps talking about her ex and some other dude just letting me know shes getting some from them. So the next time we were chilling I was in the mindset to “get some” it turned out kinda cool we wrestled on the floor and took each other shirts off I played with boobs for the first time in five years, heavy rubbing and a lot of cuddling but no sex and no kissing. I stayed over at her house, but I had to leave for work super early in the morning and didn’t wake her. The same afternoon I called her and she was more than halfway to her ex’s house who lives 370 miles from us. She said she was picking him up and he was staying with her for the next week or so. This was weird and I thought for sure that was the end of our fun, they stayed together for 4 days 7 was the plan. When she got back from dropping him off I had her come over, she didn’t even go home first just came over, it was weird again. I thought it was going to be on when she got back because of how the last night we hung out had gone. Nope she wasn’t feeling the kino game and was real withdrawn. Again I thought this was our finale. This was Sunday. Thursday we chilled again, it was a little better this night but still never got anything. Friday she came over to clean my house, I didn’t understand but also didn’t argue. She went with me to a party on Saturday night. We had a good time and she met a lot of my friends for the first time, I thought it went really well, back at her house we were talking and she said, she needed me to know that we were never going to be anything more than friends.
Guys at this point I know its over. I wasn’t that upset because I had slept in the same bed with this chic about 30 of the last 80 nights, we had a lot of fun and I enjoyed meeting and hanging out with her. So I stayed at her place until I was sober enough to drive, 3:45 am to be exact and I left. She was sleeping on the couch and I was in her bed, she never came to bed so I knew it was done. I didn’t call or text Sunday, and Monday in class I acted if nothing had happened. Tuesday morning she had a really deep song lyric on her FB status and I knew something was up. She never posted a status, like 2 since I met her. So I called her at about 3 pm on Tuesday, we spoke for an hour, she had cried herself to sleep on Monday night and been crying all day Tuesday. I’m funny, I cheered her up and she asked if she could come over after I got off work. She did, first thing I did was give her the biggest hug ever and told her Im sorry she had a bad day. We did homework for hours on separate couches just glancing at each other and being friendly. I eventually finished my work, took a shower, and the opened a bottle of wine. She continued working into the night as I sat beside and tried to help. We decided to go to bed, all we had done was hug and sit close but not touching for hours. In the bed we talked about everything, she was ready to communicate with someone and fuck it I listened.
Here’s the good part, its 5:00 in the morn and she has to leave at six. She says she has to go to sleep, I say I’m cold. She slides her panty clad ass up to my cock and its hard in no time. She says it doesn’t offend her, and lets me rub my dick on her ass for a while, I slowly started grabbing her ass and thighs and just kept getting closer. She asked if I wanted to play, but she said only once. I said why only once, then she said you have to choose. I kept rubbing my dick on her and then wondering what she meant, I was massaging her ass through her panties and telling her how hard she made my cock. I said I didn’t want to cross any lines but I also didn’t want to have to jerk off in the morning. She kept asking me to choose. Finally her alarm goes off its 6:00 she has to leave, she rolls over on me, hard dick and all and says quietly. You can fuck me now, but don’t text or call me after. Or we can leave it alone and just be friends. You have one chance. I said we have to be friends, and then she asked are you SURE….? I said yes, then leaned away and said “my 18 year old self would kill me” she said yup!. And started to get out of bed, I rolled over grabbed her by her panties pulled her back into the bed and she was naked in like 2 seconds. She crawled under the covers and I took off my boxers and shirt and she sucked my cock. I loved it, it was the first time, fuck I loved head. It was great. She was positioned so I couldn’t reach anything but her back so I made her turn around so I could finger her she started moaning within about two minutes, she was fucking wet. She climbed on top of me and stuck my cock in her pussy and started grinding. I was no longer a virgin, shit maybe 4 minutes into her grinding me I came. Totally didn’t tell her and tried to keep going, my dick got soft, and we changed positions. It was over, my boner was gone, she was leaving and she told me not to call or text her afterward. I instantly said my god that was awful, Im sorry and she got a little upset. We talked briefly for a minute or two and she said you made your choice. I said so no calls or texts? She said only about school stuff, I said my birthday is in 8 days will you still go out with us, she said yes just let me know.
I let her walk out of my room I had my victory dance for a second, then I walked to the living room where she was gathering her stuff we hugged and she said goodbye.
we were friends as of 5 this morning what are we now? do I text or call her? I'd like to make this a FWB thing if I can, but I definitely want another lay.